It's been two years since I had my 2 miscarriages and 1 very painful ectopic. I still hurt the same way as I did the moment I realized that I wouldnt be carrying to term. I am so afraid to even try now. I cant help but be jealous of people who didnt want kids and it just happened for them so easy. It has gotten so bad that i feel awkward around children. Is there any easy way to cope? Does anyone know of a Pregnancy loss group in Houston? Sometimes Im afraid to post here because ive seen how the women here attack others sometimes. All I want is a little hope. I know were not miracle workers. How can I make this easier on myself?