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Late Term and Child Loss
jess123456
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Lost another rainbow baby :(
jess123456
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Hey ladies,
I honestly can't believe this is my life. We went to the ultrasound yesterday and found out that our baby no longer had a heartbeat after seeing it just two weeks ago. This is our fifth loss including losing our daughter later term. I just don't know what to do from here. We want so badly to have a living child but we keep getting heartbroken time after time. Once we are ready I think we will move forward with IVF with PGD but that scares me too. Sorry for the downer post, I just am feeling so hopeless and sad.
I honestly can't believe this is my life. We went to the ultrasound yesterday and found out that our baby no longer had a heartbeat after seeing it just two weeks ago. This is our fifth loss including losing our daughter later term. I just don't know what to do from here. We want so badly to have a living child but we keep getting heartbroken time after time. Once we are ready I think we will move forward with IVF with PGD but that scares me too. Sorry for the downer post, I just am feeling so hopeless and sad.
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Re: Lost another rainbow baby :(
I am so so sorry! thinking of you !!!
Heather
I hope it's not out of line to ask- have you had a repeat loss panel done? It might give you some answers.
TTC since 2008
Dh:34, no issues. Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized. 2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!! 5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP! Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9 Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2 Beta 3 14dp5dt: 497 Please be our sticky rainbow baby!
((HUGS))
BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08
BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12
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TTC #3 since May 2012
BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13
BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14
No longer trying to conceive.
Thanks so much for all of your kind words. We have done everything from karotyping to autoimmune issues and everything else and nothing has come up except that I have thyroid antibodies which I am on thyroid medication for. We thought we had finally found a reason for the early losses from our RE but I guess not. It's very frustrating. We haven't done IVF before so this will be a new direction for us should we decide to go that route when we are ready.
Jess, words cannot express how sad I am for you right now. I am so so sorry. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers right now (you and DH)...I just can't grasp how unfair this is...(hugs)
8/12-Suprise BFP- Sweet Bunny Born Sleeping 11/21/12 (19 weeks)
-5/7/13- MMC (8 Weeks)
11/6/13- BO discovered at 7 weeks- natural MC 11/25/13
8/14- Surpise IF dx...low AMH (.24)- moving on to IVF
IVF #1- 11/14- 6R5M4F=2 perfect frosties
12/19/14- FET of 2 embabies = BFP!!! One Little Bean EDD: 9/3/15
Everyone Welcome.
I am so, so sorry Jess. I hate that you have to go through this again. Sending lots of thoughts, prayers and hope that you get some answers soon. ***HUGS***
IVF#1 - BFP 6/18/13 - Tommy born sleeping 10/1/13
IVF#2 - BFN
IVF#3 - BFP 6/5/14 EDD 2/14/15 TWIN BOYS - MATTHEW AND TIMOTHY ARRIVE 12/2/14
*ticker warning*
I'm so sorry for your losses. It's so unfair!
My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks. Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!
BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
Too beautiful for this earth
BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12