Level II U/S today

nixie321 · October 2013

So, I have a Level 2 ultrasound in a few hours. I am beyond nervous about this as to be expected. For those who have had this done - is it any different than an anatomy scan (which I also have scheduled for later this week but I think it's a repeat of what they will be doing today to some extent).
So far with genetics there have been only good results and I am really fearing now that when they look today the bad news will start rolling in. I know I shouldn't think this way but I can't put up a false front...I am scared. I am scared the baby is not developing properly but so far, I have no reason to believe this.
Also, it's been really difficult eating correctly and now that I am over 18 weeks, I think a healthy diet is the most important thing I can do.

I'm just worried, all over the place.. been awake since 2am. Anyone else going in for an ultrasound today? Thanks for reading.

QOTR · October 2013

I hope it goes well!

nixie321 · October 2013

Thanks so very much QOTR!! Me too!
I just threw up this - I think it's from being nervous. Ughhhh.

Guennie · October 2013

Don't be scared, be excited!! My level 2 ultrasound was one of the most beautiful and amazing experiences of my life! It is much more detailed than the regular AS, you can see everything from the heart beating to your baby's brain! I know you can't help being nervous and worry they may find something wrong but put those thoughts out of your mind and focus on the excitement of the rare and wonderful experience you are about to have. Your chances are excellent that you have a perfect healthy baby in there. Hugs!

kelley72 · October 2013

I'm sorry you are worried- I hope you are able to enjoy seeing your LO! I get anxious before my apts but for the most part remain happy and feel so blessed by this pg! ts and ps for a healthy LO for us all!

LucyRicardo3 · October 2013

I know it's so hard not to worry, even when every thing shows that nothing is wrong.
Try to enjoy your time seeing your LO

Give us an update ((hugs))

nixie321 · October 2013

Thanks Guennie. I am excited and have been looking forward to this since it was scheduled. The last 24 hours have been mentally stressful though and I'm trying very hard not to be scared. I am trying to steer away from anxiety and negativity and thought I was doing a pretty good job but, yeah, the last day has found me intensely fearful. I know that no matter what, I get to see this little girl inside of me (which btw since the elective ultrasound tech was 99% sure it was a girl, I still wonder if we might get a surprise today, which I don't want. I want a girl). I just feel guilty for not doing the best I can possibly do for this baby. I am still on medication, I still need a sleep aid, I am not always eating the best that I could and I don't have my anxiety under control. All of these things are not good for the baby and I am scared they will see something that I could've prevented. Granted, my OB knows and even prescribes a medication I'm on so it's not like they aren't monitoring me.
Sorry to unleash this junk here today. I thank you for your support, it means a great deal to me.

nixie321 · October 2013

Thanks everyone! I do appreciate all your input! I will check back in.

Beachgal72 · October 2013

I understand how nerves can get to you. I had a blood draw for 2nd tri tests yesterday and I will be a bit nervous until I get the results. I'm sure I'll have some anxiety going into my anatomy scan as well. Try not to worry too much and enjoy the experience as posted above. And if you are feeling bad about any of your habits thus far it is not too late to improve your diet, etc. Let us know how it goes today! Wishing you the best!

Guennie · October 2013

I understand your fears, believe me. In first tri I was so sick I could barely eat. I had to take meds for the nausea and I was so worried they would affect my baby. On top of that I developed severe reflux very early and had to go on Prilosec, another med I worried about. I would have preferred to be med free but it just wasn't gonna happen. I was able to get off the meds for nausea in second tri but I've had to stay on the Prilosec my entire pregnancy. My baby is perfectly healthy.

As for your diet, don't be so hard on yourself. Do the best you can. Our babies take what they need from us. Take your prenatals and eat the best you can. Don't beat yourself up if you have bad days. It will all be ok.

Find some ways to deal with your anxiety when you feel it creeping in. For me listening to music I love always helps. Or talking to a close friend or family member so I don't hold everything in. Maybe some breathing techniques would be beneficial for you as well. As long as you are aware of your challenges and taking steps to work through them you will be just fine! Big hug to you, and we are here whenever you need us.

nixie321 · October 2013

Hello ladies!
OK, seems things are going pretty well. All the organs are there and working properly (phew) and she is indeed a girl.
One thing they told me in sort of a warning tone was that I may need a c-section because of the fibroids I have. They aren't in the way but they are right on the uterus near the opening and may make me unable to deliver naturally. I'll take that! I told them I had no real issues with this and they said they wanted to see me in 6 weeks to take another look at them. So the baby is ok, it's just my fibroids that are of any concern.
Again, thanks for the tremendous support earlier. I felt more at ease going in.