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need to say this word

BeckyP005BeckyP005 member
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FUCK. I won't be recognized since I only give love tits and barely say a word...quiet lurker in the back of the classroom is who I am.

I'm just so fucking pissed of all this waiting for a baby. Fucking lab shutdown might be messing with my cycle. I just want to FuckINg cycle. Why is this so fucking hard!

Sorry to intrude... thanks for letting me vent. I know others who have had a tougher journey. Can't swear on my board and I really needed to say fuck a few times because I could really strangle someone right now. You gals have a good day...

ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive.  Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)

DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN  DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!


 

 

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  • Libby1978Libby1978 member
    We love to say fuck around here.  And sorry you're having a hard time!
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  • bullybuttbullybutt member
    I remember your post before about your age and wanting a baby.  I empathize with your frustratation :(  Prayers and hugs!!

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  • TheBubTheBub member

    These ladies are the best.  Say whatever you need to! 

    Alos, the waiting game sucks.  I'm sorry.


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  • ProudMommyER073113ProudMommyER073113 member
    I can sympathize with you. Hang in there, it will happen. DH and I tried for almost three years, our IVF Miracle is now almost 3 months old.

     

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  • ReeseFoxReeseFox member
    edited October 2013
    Sorry you're having a rough time. You can come let the fucks out (tee hee) here whenever you want. Or better yet, just stay. We like new people.

    ETA: Oh yea guise, I forgot to tell y'all I speak for the whole board now.

    "Man, be creative. Like the stuff you do. Do nice things. Love respectfully. Laugh a fucking lot. Curse when you feel like it. Life is cool." - Jean Grae

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  • NotSharknadoNotSharknado member
    I think you should come out of the lurky bushes more often.
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  • BeckyP005BeckyP005 member
    Thanks for making me smile :)

    ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
    Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive.  Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)

    DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN  DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!


     

     

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