I had a complete meltdown today. It's been three weeks since I lost my baby girl and hasn't gotten easier. To make it worse my good friend has a son the same age as my son (toddlers) and we always hang out together and the boys are besties. She is due 5 weeks before I was. She just found out today she is having a girl. It was like throwing salt in the wound. Not only did I lose my girl but now I have to watch her be excited she is having a girl, see her newborn girl, etc. I dunno how to handle this.