Cold feet??

+SouthernMomma+

Since everything came back normal from the SIS and blood work, My husband and I decided to give ourselves the "go ahead" to start TTC again. (Because we couldn't get in to see our doctor again for a month and half and didn't want to waste cycles. We assumed this is what the Dr. would tell us to do anyway) I should be O-ing within the next few days, so last night we decided to go ahead and "try"... (first time since MC) But I couldn't do it... I got emotional and in a way, Scared.... By the time my husband talked me down and I was able to relax, the mood, night, and "want to" had already passed by. Ugh I feel so ridiculous for reacting that way, but I cant help but wonder WHY??? or Will it happed again?

Any thoughts ladies?

Jen071407

I'm sorry Don't even think about beating yourself up over being emotional. I had such a hard time BDing after my loss. TTC or not, I just had to remind myself that intimacy with MH is important for us as a couple, and just one of many ways to connect emotionally. Big hugs to you. MC and everything associated with it just plain ol' stinks. 

freakyfast

Awe I am so sorry.  I think that it is normal.  It takes time, and unfortunately I think it takes a lot of time.   I think once the want for another baby outweighs the sadness of another possible loss takes over you will be fine.  

I worried the same thing, but then thought, I am strong and I can get through this no matter what. ((HUGS)) to you love.  

+SouthernMomma+

Thank you for the kind words, ladies. I think I was more in shock of how hesitant and just flat out scared I got of going through this again. Whew! I am seriously contemplating getting ridiculously drunk this cycle. Maybe it will help take the pressure off!  lol.

Gator_Bride07

I don't have experience with this, but want to extend some ((hugs)) ....and a cocktail?

pettycrocker

IF is so incredibly difficult alone, and I can not imagine having to deal with this on top of a loss. It's all so hard, and sometimes we all have break downs. You know yourself better than anyone else, maybe this was your own way of letting yourself know you need a little bit more time? 

*Big big hugs* I hope you are feeling a little better today. 

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