Hello from an oldie

weddedwife

Hi ladies,

I haven't been on in quite awhile. I recognize lots of you though and its good to "see" you. But I'm always saddened to step back on and see new faces here.

I lost my son Nathaniel in November 2011 to preterm labor/incompetent cervix. I was 22w 4d. He died during delivery. I'm coming up on 2 years and it still feels unreal.

It's very true that grief is like a roller coaster, with hills and dips here and there. Sometimes you're on the upswing, sometimes you're heading downhill.

For the new ladies, it does get easier to manage somehow. You just make room for the grief and it lives with you. My life is not the same. I am not the same. I do have joy, happiness, love in my life. But I am always thinking of my son. I don't fit in with others as well anymore. There is always that sadness.

Big hugs to everyone that finds themselves here.

Noethola

Good to see you pop in again!

Bayberry12

Hi Wedded, nice to *see* you stop by.  So many hugs to you as you approach the two year mark.

Auki13

I just recently started coming on here again.  I know this is a difficult month for you and I hope that you are able to cope as well as possible.  Lots of love being sent your way momma, you know where to reach me!

weddedwife

Thanks, ladies. Nice to hear from you all!

Heatherhah

Hugs mama!!