When will this part stop,

Number2forus

When will my baby girl stop being the first thing I think of when I wake up? She pops in my head immediately and I start crying. I have a toddler to take care of and this is not a good way to start my days. I hate this, I want her back.

bunnybun4

((hugs)) I am so sorry you are having a rough time.  Please remember that your loss is so very fresh and you are having to process A LOT right now.  The first week after my loss was literally a nightmare and just such week full of anger and being shocked. 

It has been months since my loss and I still think about my daughter for the better part of everyday.  I don't think any of us ever stop thinking about our babies and how much we miss them...but I can promise you that it does get easier...it never goes away but it does become manageable little by little.  I found in the first few months that I could look back at every week and see that things had gotten a little better than the week before.  Just be patient with yourself and let yourself grieve. 

Thinking about you.

Noethola

Very much agree, just give yourself time to grieve. There is no right or wrong way to do this and everyone is different. Im sorry that its such a rough time right now. 

BrittianyM

I still think about my daughter every moment of every day. For me, I don't ever want that to stop.

Hope it gets better for you, but your loss is so fresh. Hugs to you.

OSUWifey09

***SIGGY***



My DS was 3 1/2 when Devon was born sleeping, and I spent 6 weeks at home with him. It was SO HARD to get out of bed and make his day as awesome as possible when I was broken on the inside. It took me months [and some counseling] to pull myself out of the dark...grief is so hard to deal with, so hard to know how it will affect you day to day.

Definitely give yourself that time to grieve. My hope is that the days will slowly but surely start to get better for you; I'm so, so sorry you're having these tough days. *hugs*

shandorfml2

(((hugs))) the first month is very, very tough. I'm seven months out today (just realized this) and I still think of her a lot every day.