Tomorrow is my birthday and all I can think about is that yesterday marked 3 weeks since we had to say bye to our angel. I am someone who loves birthdays and loves to celebrate (not just mine). This year, I could care less. I just keeping thinking about how this year I was going to have a baby girl and how different & wonderful life was going to be. Now, I'm so sad knowing that I won't have my daughter with me. I'm trying to stay positive, but I miss Parker so much. Tonight is turning into a tough night. I hope others are doing better than I am tonight. Thanks for letting me vent.