Hi! This is my first time coming on this site, even though I've been on theknot and thenest! I suffered a loss 3.5 years ago and it has been very difficult for me to even discuss babies, or look at a pregnant woman. I went through depression and saw a counselor. Recently (as in the past few months), I have been doing great and have been focusing on the future! My husband and I have been talking more about having a baby and we are going to start trying after the new year. I am going to finish my BCP and track my cycle for a couple months before starting. It is so refreshing to be at this point in my life after so long. I am excited to get to know everyone through this journey!