Hello, I think this is the right group of me. I tried to read some of the recent post to make sure.
On Sat September 7, I gave birth at 21 weeks. My water had broke on Tuesday and after 4 days of antibiotic treatment, I was taken off my IV. I then preceded to go into labour. The nurses told me throughout the day, that my bladder was simply reacting to be taken off the IV. I had never had contractions before so I took their word. At 10:30 pm I was in so much pain that I asked for something to help sleep. At that time I was informed that I was indeed in labour. I was then rush into delivery where I was prepped to give birth to a stillborn.
At 1:47pm, I gave birth to a 1lb baby boy,who then proceeded to live for 8 minutes... the longest most heartbreaking 8 minutes of my life. The nurse who delivered had nothing prepped for him, so we all sat there and waited.
Now I'm not sure where to go. I really want to try again,but I feel very overwhelmed and scared at the prospect of going through this again.