Today marks one week since I was searching on my birth month board and baby name board. Last Thursday, at my regular checkup/ultrasound, the doctor told my husband and me that our little girl's heartbeat had stopped. I was induced later that day and gave birth to my perfect angel on Friday. She was absolutely gorgeous. She had her daddy's brow line, my lips, and big feet (attributed to her daddy-so precious). I still can't wrap my mind around the entire last week's events. I miss her so much. I was 6 months pregnant and thought I had finally made it to a place where I didn't have to worry. I didn't know how wrong I was.
I wasn't sure if I would be able to make it back on TB, but I am in such need of support and people who understand what we are going through. My mind is going crazy and I never know how I'll be from one moment to the next. My heart goes out to each one of you on this board. I know you wish you weren't here either.