TTC after 35

I cheated.........

So, this is my 2nd time around on Clomid and I'm on the 2WW period. I'm due for my PG test on the 20th BUT I was curious so I did a PG test at home and it was a BFN. I just depressed myself by doing that but I kind of knew that was going to be the answer, sad to say. I think I'm just going to go straight to IVF after this. I'm tired of waiting :(

Re: I cheated.........

  • So 14 days is on the 20th? I know you know this way to early :) still hope!

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    Me: 41 DH: 46. We are TTC our 1st, started July '11,
    3 cycles clomid with Ob,
    1 cycle Tamoxifen with Ob,
    Diagnosed PCOS 11/5/12
    clomid, trigger & timed bd 12/12 BFN
    1st clomid IUI 1/4/13 BFN.
    2nd clomid IUI 2/13 cancelled didn't respond to clomid.
    3/15/13 scheduled laparoscopy & on bcp.

    May 10 IUI from injectibles - BFN 

    May 22 done with interventions it will either happen or it won't. 

    February 2014 No longer actively trying, but not preventing. 

    SURPISE BFP 4/2/2015!!!!!!!!!!

    Miscarriage 4/23/15

     

  • Yes :) But on my 1st round of Clomid, I had symptoms within a week (very sore breasts, very tired, etc.) and it was a positive (MC). I know I'm probably jumping the gun..I just hate waiting lol
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  • WAY too early... stop torturing yourself...and symptoms change every cycle whether you are pg or not.... Clomid is notorious for all those symptoms you mentioned.  Symptoms do not mean a whole lot.
    ***siggy/ticker warning***

    Me:36 DH:38 TTC#1 since 4/2012
    Me DX: Hashimotos,Hypothyroid, DOR, MTHFR,  DH: normal

     IUI #1-#4 BFNs and a few cancelled cycles in the mix.
    - poor responder
    ***Suprise BFP on 6/13/13. Natural MC @6wks 3days
    IVF#1 and 2- Cancelled due to no response on max stimms
    FET 5/20- BFP
    1st Beta- 641
    2nd beta- 2166
    Sono- TWINS!!!!
    Two Boys! Born January 2015 @36 weeks.  Healthy and no NICU!  So blessed!



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  • I totally get it and have spent so much money and taken so many pregnancy tests when I know I should be waiting.
    Don't beat yourself up! Stay positive- there is still time.

    One day at a time as hard as it is!
  • Thank you for understanding :)
  • Update: I got my results back today and it was a BFN. So now it's either Clomid Cycle #3 or IVF
  • I'm sorry :( {{HUGS}}

    ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
    Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive.  Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)

    DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN  DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!


     

     

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