This weekend I had my 3rd miscarriage in 9 months. I had 2 chemical pregnancies, one in Dec & one in May. This time I was nine weeks and starting cramping & spotting on Tuesday. Two days later cramping increased with clotting & one time with bright red blood. Friday I had u/s done and baby was 7 weeks 5 days and no heartbeat was detected. Saturday I was cramping all day and passing a lot of bright red blood and several large clot/clumps. I had my HCG levels tested on Friday and again today, and I have to wait till tomorrow to hear back from my OB, but I am confident I know what the news will be. These 3 losses have been very hard on me, this one especially as our u/s was supposed to be this Tuesday and being 9 weeks I was excited to tell our families the good news. To make things even harder my SIL is pregnant and due one week before my due date. I'm worried about being happy for her and not just seeing my loss in her joy. I am feeling devestated and worried about the possiblty of ever having another succesful pregancy again after the last 9 months. Thank you for listening/reading I just need someone to talk to that isn't my husband.
Re: M/C
Brooke Elizabeth born Feb 17, 2013 grew wings May 9, 2013 @ 11 weeks & 4 days old from SIDS