Hard phone call to make, but yesterday I was on a mommy high, I got to see my wonderful little one on ultrasound and he had hair!! My Dr. let me have a longer than usual ultrasound so I could just look at him, I left the Dr.s office on cloud nine. Then as I was sitting down to lunch my phone buzzed and it was a text from my husband it said "i love you too baby" I texted him back wrong baby, then burst into tears right there in Chick fil A. That was the most painful thing since April when he first did this, but this time instead of ending up in the corner crying I said enough is enough. I called a friend who's lawyer is a true blood thirsty shark and I am seeing him today, by next Friday my divorce papers should be in my husbands hand. I am over the being the victim part of this, letting him lead me around by my heart strings. I want out and I want exactly what my sons and I deserve, our house and financial support. I tried for months I have tried, threatened, begged, pleaded and now I am just exhausted, drained and I am ready for someone else to pick up the fight. Someone who is going to do what I can't in a courtroom and get what my boys and I need to live the life we were living before he did this. I am sure I will get three hundred texts from him saying that I am being vindictive and that I am only out to see him suffer. I never wanted to see my husband suffer I love him, but why should I have to suffer so he can be happy? When did it become my son's job to suffer so that their dad can be happy? Sorry this is a bit of a rant, but it was a really big step for me today.
Re: Finally called a lawyer to file for divorce