My boss just started in on me at working and I broke down sobbing and couldn't stop... I'm back at my desk and I still want to cry... It's taking everything inside me to not
I hear you. I had to facilitate a rough meeting this morning. Everyone was mad at everyone else. It went on for about 1 1/2 hours. I went back to my desk afterwards, grabbed some snacks, went to the break room, and read the UO thread for entertainment to keep myself from crying. Also, at least 1 song on the radio has been making me cry just about every day on my ride home from work.
Music makes me cry. Pictures of babies make me cry. Seeing my baby's sweet face makes me cry. The wind changing directions makes me cry.
I'm ridiculous.
I'm assuming you were kidding, but I just got thinking about the wind changing directions and it made me feel sad. I mean, is there a storm blowing in? Is it going to be bad? Are there people somewhere losing everything to the wrath of mother nature right this moment? Or maybe the seasons are changing. Why does time go by so much faster as you age? Summer used to be forever and now it's gone in a heartbeat. (As that song "Landslide" plays in the background...)
He looked at me like he wanted to ask if I was on my period but he knows better... Then he just said oh you must be preg... I said yea I am!!!! But shut up and don't tell anyone. Then it turned into I didn't mean to upset you and I was like u could really care less just drop it. FML I am going to the doctor tomorrow I can't wait and it's my 3 day weekend yay!!!
Music makes me cry. Pictures of babies make me cry. Seeing my baby's sweet face makes me cry. The wind changing directions makes me cry.
I'm ridiculous.
I'm assuming you were kidding, but I just got thinking about the wind changing directions and it made me feel sad. I mean, is there a storm blowing in? Is it going to be bad? Are there people somewhere losing everything to the wrath of mother nature right this moment? Or maybe the seasons are changing. Why does time go by so much faster as you age? Summer used to be forever and now it's gone in a heartbeat. (As that song "Landslide" plays in the background...)
I'm also ridiculous.
ETA: more stuff.
Ha! Kind of. Not really. Yeah. Maybe not? Clearly, I have conflicting emotions about my emotions. Anyway, summer can hurry the hell up all it wants, but I'd really like for fall and winter to linger. I'd say I wanted spring to hurry and get here, because, you know, due date and all that, but spring brings us tornadoes. I loathe our spring/early summer.
Re: Anyone else super emotional??
I'm ridiculous.
Ha! Kind of. Not really. Yeah. Maybe not? Clearly, I have conflicting emotions about my emotions. Anyway, summer can hurry the hell up all it wants, but I'd really like for fall and winter to linger. I'd say I wanted spring to hurry and get here, because, you know, due date and all that, but spring brings us tornadoes. I loathe our spring/early summer.