*~*~**September Sapphire Check In**~*~*
uneek1323
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This is an open check-in for those with a loss of a LO and/or EDD in September. We have both ladies from 2011 and 2012. If you are a recent 2013 loss, welcome. We are so sorry for you loss. If you want to join, please introduce yourself and give your EDD to be added to the list.
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If you are a recent grad, please PM me. I often can't bring myself to check PgAL but I want to be able to congratulate you here.
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Since there are some new members, I wanted to share our September badge again. Just copy and paste the code (WITHOUT the stars in front) into your sig.
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Members:
maddielynn321 9/17/2011
QuigleyCat1 9/7/2012
uneek1323 9/16/2012
jrebele daughter Sophia lost on 9/18/12
andreagb 9/24/2012
kiki4 9/28/2012
starburst0928 DS lost at 41w 9/28/12
Desmond&MollyJones* 9/29/2012
andy71781 9/3/2013
luciddreamer106 9/3/2013
Mrsbtobe2012 9/4/2013
RN536 9/5/2013
hlmlvt 9/8/2013
MyFirstRaspberry 9/9/2013
natsfan84 9/10/2013
BellanieNJ 9/11/2013
tubby106 9/13/2013
CallaLily30 9/18/2013
krirecke 9/18/2013
SuperKim13 9/19/2013
mouse1986 9/20/2013
mrsgerman 9/22/2013
ashellypnut 9/23/2013
Graduates:
PKaren, Sterling13, twotexans, BritsyB8, OSUJayDee, rlajambe,JulieBeke, prplscrubs, lovelainie, daillm, nola78, behappy2day, misternmiss, NBBride05, PetraStoneGirl, Albah, Skk1977, mom22labs, amy7111, ktrue85, rayofsunshine, mamacbear, smscartozzi, caitblum, JennOH85, MeganWorden, SgrRay929, MadisonPenny, Okiewife2011, eme520, jenn0021
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UPDATE: Update us on appts, cycle days, struggles, successes, non-TTCAL news and everything in between.
QOTW: What was the first concert you went to?
I think we're all feeling a little (or a lot) on edge as September looms in front of us and we're all still here. So instead of a quote or an image today,compliment the person who posted in front of you.
Re: *~*~**September Sapphire Check In**~*~*
Hi @uneek! As always thanks for running the check-in. Before I go into my update, I'll follow directions and compliment you! Since I've been part of the board, you've been a constant source of support, kindness and knowledge. You're incredibly thoughtful and I appreciate that so much!
Second,huge hugs to @andy7181, @luciddreamer106, and @Mrsbtobe2012. You're in my T&P!
As for me, feeling kind of down about this cycle. DH and were really off with our timing so I probably won't even test…just wait for AF to show. (Great, I'll have AF around the time I would've had my c-section…ugh!)
One positive thing came out of this cycle though in that I've realized that I need to start temping. Not knowing makes me nuts so I'll be linking my chart once I've logged temps. Stalkers welcome!
QOTW: My aunt dragged me to a Rolling Stones concert. I had no idea who they were before that show and left as a die-hard fan! They're amazing.
Enjoy the holiday weekend! ((Hugs)) to all who need them.
ETA: TB did some funky stuff so just repasted as text. Forgot my QOTW!
BFP 1/23/13; US 1/28/13 Perfect Peanut @ 7w! So in love!; 2/23/13 Peanut Says Goodbye; 2/24/13 Natural MC at 11w
BFP #2: 10/5/2013; EDD 6/11/2014
The Fruit The Countdown My Chart
Hi ladies! I fell off the FF wagon this week.. since we're not even trying til October, I'd rather hit snooze than get up and temp! Maybe next week will be better? After the holiday, of course
NTTCAL-related, I've finally started going to the gym again! I somehow gained 15 lbs when I got KU and never lost it. I feel like I NEED to lose it before we try again.. maybe it'll bring me some closure? Idk.
My first concert was NSYNC! My parents aren't concert people, but when I was in 5th grade, NSYNC hadn't quite made it big time yet and I begged my mom to take me to see them. I probably cried.. I was a big baby lol.
@BellanieNJ, I've enjoyed giving you support, and getting yours in return. I was a long-time lurker, but since I've started posting, it's always been nice to see a name I recognize. We've got a bond, whether or not we know each other well
Thanks for your kindness!
UPDATE: Update us on appts, cycle days, struggles, successes, non-TTCAL news and everything in between.
I am on CD18 and I had a +OPK this morning and afternoon. My guess is that today is O day because my LH surge is very short. Unfortunately, I believe I've worn out DH with 5 straight BD's. Since I am off work tomorrow, I may try to sneak in an early morning BD before he goes to work.
QOTW: What was the first concert you went to?
I went to an HFS festival many years ago which includes a wide variety of performers. I also went to Virgin Mobile Festival. I distinctively remember the foo fighters. They put on a great performance.
@RN536 I am amazed with your dedication and support to your mother as she battles rectal cancer. I can imagine that watching your mother go through this ordeal has been a major strain on you as well, but that does not deter you from providing constant, endless support to her. You are an awesome daughter!
@uneek1323 Thank you for faithfully hosting the Sept check-in. Thank you for coordinating multiple elfster exchanges. Thank you for reminding me that everyone heals differently and it is ok to feel grief. Thank you for always offering to listen.
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TTC #1 since June 2012
Current Status: IVF with ICSI and PGS
Genetic, RPL, SA and Fertility testing = Normal/Good HSG = All Clear
BFP #1 12.30.2012 || Blighted Ovum 02.05.2013 || D&C 02.11.2013
BFP #2 09.10.2013 || c/p 09.12.2013
BFP #3 12.1.2013 || mm/c 01.15.14 || D&C 01.21.14 chromosome abnormality
May 2014: Residual HCG and retained tissue found
05.13.2014: Hysteroscopy D&C to find and remove retained tissue
June 2014: Tissue sample results indicate a partial molar pregnancy
May - Aug 2014: TTA for monitoring and testing
08.21.2014: Hysteroscopy to remove minor scar tissue - the result of 3 D&Cs
Sept/Oct: IUI #1 Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
Oct/Nov: IUI #2 Femara + Ovidrel = BFN
Nov/Dec: IUI #3 Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
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@uneek1323 Thanks love. I know once I start temping I'll feel better. And yes, the Stones were incredible. It's was a while ago, but a great way to get introduced to big arena concerts. So awesome.
@natsfans84 Thanks for giving me the warm n' fuzzies! Awesome that you're back on the fitness kick. I've been terrible at working off the 5 lbs I gained while KU...and the other 10 after the mc. They snuck up on me, but they've got to go!
@RN536 I've been thinking of you and your mom. I hope the surgery goes well and FX that this is your cycle!
@MyFirstRaspberry FX that today is O and you can sneak a BD in this window.
BFP 1/23/13; US 1/28/13 Perfect Peanut @ 7w! So in love!; 2/23/13 Peanut Says Goodbye; 2/24/13 Natural MC at 11w
BFP #2: 10/5/2013; EDD 6/11/2014
The Fruit The Countdown My Chart
(((((@andy7181)))) ((((@luciddreamer106)))) ((((@mrsbtobe2012)))) I will keep you and your LO in my thoughts this week.
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Update:
My wedding anniversary is this weekend - 1 year! It truly flew by, and although this isn't exactly how I pictured our first year of marriage going, I am thankful every day that I have DH by my side. In other news, is there a right way to defrost wedding cake?
I saw my pregnant friend with the same due date last weekend - and she is doing great. We had a really great time and I was able to focus on being happy for her and not being sad for me, until a little bit later when I let myself feel my feelings.
I am on CD 16, waiting to O, hoping for a positive OPK soon!
QOTW: Technically my first concert was Little Feat at the University of Rhode Island. When I was in 4th grade my Dad got tickets for me to go to New Kids on the Block. I was beyond pumped, but because my Dad thought that their music was crap, he didn't want that to be my first concert. So a few weeks before New Kids, he took me to see Little Feat at URI - just the two of us. I stood on the chair and danced all night! I remember eating cake with him at his apartment when we got home from the concert, too.
@myfirstraspberry, you are such an absolute sweetheart. I've seen you struggle with that voodoo tampon, deal with ridiculous cycles, and you never whine. You are always supportive, thoughtful, and sweet! I am rooting for you every month, lady!
ETA: Looks like you cant tag and hug at the same time...
TTC since October 2012
BFP#1 1/11/13, EDD 9/19/13, M/C at 9wk6dy
BFP#2 11/12/13, DS born 7/28/14!
Chart
Everyone is welcome
@SuperKim13 I love your gifs and your sense of humor! You rock my world!
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TTC #1 since June 2012
Current Status: IVF with ICSI and PGS
Genetic, RPL, SA and Fertility testing = Normal/Good HSG = All Clear
BFP #1 12.30.2012 || Blighted Ovum 02.05.2013 || D&C 02.11.2013
BFP #2 09.10.2013 || c/p 09.12.2013
BFP #3 12.1.2013 || mm/c 01.15.14 || D&C 01.21.14 chromosome abnormality
May 2014: Residual HCG and retained tissue found
05.13.2014: Hysteroscopy D&C to find and remove retained tissue
June 2014: Tissue sample results indicate a partial molar pregnancy
May - Aug 2014: TTA for monitoring and testing
08.21.2014: Hysteroscopy to remove minor scar tissue - the result of 3 D&Cs
Sept/Oct: IUI #1 Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
Oct/Nov: IUI #2 Femara + Ovidrel = BFN
Nov/Dec: IUI #3 Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
My Ovulation Chart || *~*~All AL Welcome~*~* || DIY Blog
BellanieNJ I'm sorry that you're not feeling hopeful about this cycle. Charting has made me less crazy b/c I know when to expect AF and don't feel totally confused about what's going on. I hope it works well for you.
natsfans84 Congrats on starting to work out again! I think the hardest part is to make that first step.
RN536 T&P for your mom. I hope the surgery goes well and she has an easy recovery. FX that you O soon and can give your mom wonderful news, but try not to put too much pressure on yourself.
MyFirstRaspberry It sounds like you're pretty well covered in timing. Even if you can't convince YH, I think you did pretty good.
SuperKim13 Congrats on your upcoming anniversary! We didn't save our top tier, but I guess you can just defrost in the fridge? I think it's a common struggle for us to try and be happy for others while balancing our own sadness.
BFP #2: EDD 9/3/13~~Slow HB at 1st U/S~~MMC -Loss on 2/13/13
I've been having a hard time this week leading up to my EDD and loss date this month. My SIL is kinda being a jerk and just adding stress. I've already talked about this in the TP thread, but just wish she would get over herself and stop causing unnecessary drama.
QOTW: My first concert was N*Sync with 2 of my friends in HS. It was so much fun! I remember being down on the floor and their was time when they had a moving platform that came out right near us (maybe 5 feet away) and my little 15 year old self was so excited. They really put on a great show.
@SuperKim13 You're a awesome member of this community by being quick to offer support to others and welcome newbies. Also, I love your gifs!
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BFP #2: EDD 9/3/13~~Slow HB at 1st U/S~~MMC -Loss on 2/13/13
UPDATE: I'm on CD 21/ 3DPO. Got my CD21/7DPO labs drawn this am since the lab will be closed through Tuesday and I work Wednesday. Progesterone was 28.25, so I am happy about that. Now I am just in the 2ww....I'm going to stop temping now that I've confirmed O.
I'm doing relatively well seeing as my EDD is coming up this week. I've taken 9 days off of work to enjoy my visiting parents (and still managed to get awesome BD timing), and avoid caring for patient's with my EDD. It's been a nice break. I feel ready to go back this weekend.
QOTW: My first concert was to see Spice Girls. I loved it. I went to see the reunion tour in college also.
@luciddreamer-- You're an amazing, supportive member of this board and check in. Thank you for that. I love that you are insightful with your responses to others also. Sorry for the SIL drama. Woo hoo for better work hours! FX your spotting disappears.
Mrs. B's Ovulation Chart
TTC Baby B since 10/2012
BFP#1 12/27/12 II TWIN GIRLS II D&C 2/15/13 TRAP sequence
Clomid + TI + Acupuncture x 2 cycles
BFP#2 9/5/13 II EDD 5/16/14 II Beckett Ryan born May 10, 2014
Mrs. B's Ovulation Chart
TTC Baby B since 10/2012
BFP#1 12/27/12 II TWIN GIRLS II D&C 2/15/13 TRAP sequence
Clomid + TI + Acupuncture x 2 cycles
BFP#2 9/5/13 II EDD 5/16/14 II Beckett Ryan born May 10, 2014
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TTC #1 since June 2012
Current Status: IVF with ICSI and PGS
Genetic, RPL, SA and Fertility testing = Normal/Good HSG = All Clear
BFP #1 12.30.2012 || Blighted Ovum 02.05.2013 || D&C 02.11.2013
BFP #2 09.10.2013 || c/p 09.12.2013
BFP #3 12.1.2013 || mm/c 01.15.14 || D&C 01.21.14 chromosome abnormality
May 2014: Residual HCG and retained tissue found
05.13.2014: Hysteroscopy D&C to find and remove retained tissue
June 2014: Tissue sample results indicate a partial molar pregnancy
May - Aug 2014: TTA for monitoring and testing
08.21.2014: Hysteroscopy to remove minor scar tissue - the result of 3 D&Cs
Sept/Oct: IUI #1 Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
Oct/Nov: IUI #2 Femara + Ovidrel = BFN
Nov/Dec: IUI #3 Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
My Ovulation Chart || *~*~All AL Welcome~*~* || DIY Blog
@Rn536 -- I was so happy to see your update on your mom's surgery. I'm glad she is doing ok. I hope you are able to relax enough to get all the BDing done that you need to with O approaching--put that Preseed to work friend
@Uneek1323-- Thank you for just being awesome in general. Enough compassion and support with just a little snarky spice. You rock my socks.
@MyFirstRaspberry-- I think my PM says it all about cycle stuff. xoxox to you always, soul mate.
Mrs. B's Ovulation Chart
TTC Baby B since 10/2012
BFP#1 12/27/12 II TWIN GIRLS II D&C 2/15/13 TRAP sequence
Clomid + TI + Acupuncture x 2 cycles
BFP#2 9/5/13 II EDD 5/16/14 II Beckett Ryan born May 10, 2014
@natsfans84 Good job going to the gym!!! I've been trying to keep an eye on my food intake and exercise as well. I could stand to lose 15 too.
@RN536 much love to you. Great update on your mom!
@SuperKim13 Happy Anniversary! And I am really impressed with your ability to be comfortable around your Pg friend. I still struggle with that.
@luciddreamer106 I think your right. O-2, O-1 are pretty good timing, even without O. I'm glad to hear that your schedule is lightening up and should help with timing this cycle. Good Luck! (((BIG HUGS))) for your EDD next week.
@mrsbtobe20122 much love soul mate. I will be thinking of you next week. (((SO MANY HUGS))) <--- I wish they could be IRL
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TTC #1 since June 2012
Current Status: IVF with ICSI and PGS
Genetic, RPL, SA and Fertility testing = Normal/Good HSG = All Clear
BFP #1 12.30.2012 || Blighted Ovum 02.05.2013 || D&C 02.11.2013
BFP #2 09.10.2013 || c/p 09.12.2013
BFP #3 12.1.2013 || mm/c 01.15.14 || D&C 01.21.14 chromosome abnormality
May 2014: Residual HCG and retained tissue found
05.13.2014: Hysteroscopy D&C to find and remove retained tissue
June 2014: Tissue sample results indicate a partial molar pregnancy
May - Aug 2014: TTA for monitoring and testing
08.21.2014: Hysteroscopy to remove minor scar tissue - the result of 3 D&Cs
Sept/Oct: IUI #1 Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
Oct/Nov: IUI #2 Femara + Ovidrel = BFN
Nov/Dec: IUI #3 Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
My Ovulation Chart || *~*~All AL Welcome~*~* || DIY Blog
I am back to work getting my classroom together has been good expect tonight at the BBQ we had at school of course there is a pregnant person walking around, tons of young kids and a new teacher at my table who was telling us his sister is due any moment now. AHHHHHHH
I had a lot of spotting this cycle I am definitely wondering if the pom juice is related.
Thank you so much for the love. I love me some good gifs and all of my TTCAL sisters!
TTC since October 2012
BFP#1 1/11/13, EDD 9/19/13, M/C at 9wk6dy
BFP#2 11/12/13, DS born 7/28/14!
Chart
Everyone is welcome
Pistachio, our December Parisian conception who was smuggled into the US as a fertilized egg, was due on 9/2/13. That's also the one month "anniversary" of my ~20 week D&E of Olive. I envision tomorrow being an incredibly difficult day, and the following months very difficult, as we had expected to be parents in September and hosting all holidays at our house. Then, when that was no longer our future, we expected Christmas to be our time, as Olive was due on 12/25.
Now, fall, my favorite season, will be plagued with grief, mourning, and reminders of what could have been and what 'should' have been. I can't say I'm looking forward to it. I envision spending tomorrow on the couch, zoned out thanks to the extra Xanax XR I was given for the day, and watching reality television....
While shedding copious tears.
QOTW: My first concert was NKOTB, though my mother went to a Madonna concert when she was pregnant with me, and since I'm a huge Madonna fan, I wish that counted
ETA: fixed typo
TFMC 08.02.13 at 19+ weeks. Everyday I grieve for my little Olive.
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TTC #1 since June 2012
Current Status: IVF with ICSI and PGS
Genetic, RPL, SA and Fertility testing = Normal/Good HSG = All Clear
BFP #1 12.30.2012 || Blighted Ovum 02.05.2013 || D&C 02.11.2013
BFP #2 09.10.2013 || c/p 09.12.2013
BFP #3 12.1.2013 || mm/c 01.15.14 || D&C 01.21.14 chromosome abnormality
May 2014: Residual HCG and retained tissue found
05.13.2014: Hysteroscopy D&C to find and remove retained tissue
June 2014: Tissue sample results indicate a partial molar pregnancy
May - Aug 2014: TTA for monitoring and testing
08.21.2014: Hysteroscopy to remove minor scar tissue - the result of 3 D&Cs
Sept/Oct: IUI #1 Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
Oct/Nov: IUI #2 Femara + Ovidrel = BFN
Nov/Dec: IUI #3 Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
My Ovulation Chart || *~*~All AL Welcome~*~* || DIY Blog