That I am thinking of all of you today. I am having a really rough morning for some reason, and I know I'm not the only one hurting. I went into Ava's room earlier and I just felt like looking at all of her things. I don't often go in there because I know I can't handle it. And I had an ugly breakdown. Ugh.
So, DH and I are going on a long bike ride through the metroparks to try and bring up our moods. I hope you all have a great Sunday! Try and do something for yourselves today. You deserve it! Hugs to all
Thanks, ladies! It's so bizarre how extreme my emotions can be now. I miss her so much and sometimes I feel completely hopeless. @Osuwifey09, I hope you were able to do something to honor your angel. @shandorfml2, I'm sorry you're feeling so down. I want Ava back, too. Deep, deep down I think I believe I can bring her back if I'm sad enough or if I wish hard enough. I keep wondering if that feeling will ever go away.
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I'm so sorry you had a rough day - I hope your bike ride helps!
It's been a long week for me because of our angelversary. I've ugly cried more times this week than I care to admit.
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BFP# 1 7/7/12 Beautiful DD born still at 36 weeks 5 days on 3/2/13
Diagnosed with PCOS in 2005. Started Metformin July 2013
Please be our rainbow!!
**All AL Welcome**
Brooke Elizabeth born Feb 17, 2013 grew wings May 9, 2013 @ 11 weeks & 4 days old from SIDS