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So I'm back... Sorta positive (WARNING, Pregnancy mentioned)

SugarLove06SugarLove06 member
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So a few months ago I left the board after coming to the decision that my partner and I would stop trying completely after 3 miscarriages. However since I was in the middle of a small melt down and totally not thinking clearly, this was not the final choice. I've changed doctor, decided to search for a new job and not stop trying for a baby when it's something I want more than anything in this world. 
While I'm pleased I can finally continue my TTC journey, I am in a major low point right now. I have a pregnant friend, someone at work is pregnant and now everyone I know is having their babies, and here I am, crying at the film Nine Month thinking that this month is mine, then come to the bathroom to see I've got Af (thanks God!)... I need you ladies back, I'm a mess :(
BFP 4th MARCH 2012- Said goodbye 6th MARCH 2012 (Due 11/11/12) BFP 18th AUGUST 2012 - Said goodbye 25th AUGUST 2012 (Due 23/04/13)
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    EcoAliEcoAli member
    Hang in there @SugarLove06. It sounds as though you've made some really important steps to get your head right and move forward, and that is a big accomplishment. It will be difficult, but try not to let "external forces" determine how you feel your journey is going! The road has been bumpy and you've been through a lot, but you will come out of this low point stronger and ready to face any challenges. All the best for you and your partner!
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    SugarLove06SugarLove06 member
    Thank you :') I'm at work on the first night shift in months and after sitting and watching a film about babies and making me brood I sat thinking to myself "This is my month, I am totally pregnant" and was over a week late. Literally, when the film finished I went to the bathroom and that bitch Aunt Flow was there. But I've been down for a while. Not helping that tomorrow (25th) will be one year since I began miscarrying my second baby :( I need alcohol.
    BFP 4th MARCH 2012- Said goodbye 6th MARCH 2012 (Due 11/11/12) BFP 18th AUGUST 2012 - Said goodbye 25th AUGUST 2012 (Due 23/04/13)
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    jbasore1123jbasore1123 member
    Welcome back. I hope you get the support you need here and also give support to all the other wonderful ladies on the board that need it as well.

    TTC since April 2012

    BFP #1, 10/03/2012 - EDD 6/15/2013 - MMC 11/15/2012 - D&C 01/04/2013

    BFP #2, 04/06/2013 - EDD 12/17/2013 - MC 04/19/2013

    6/12/2013 Diagnosed with Balanced Translocation (12 & 16)

    IVF #1 with PGS: 10/2013: Canceled 9/27/2013 for issues with genetic lab

    IVF #1.5 with PGS: 11/16/2013: Canceled. 11 eggs retrieved, 9 mature & 9 fertilized, all unhealthy embryos

    IVF #2: 1/22/14: Canceled. 16 eggs retrieved, 14 mature, 7 fertilized, all unhealthy embryos

    IVF #3 with PGS: 5/10/2014: Switched to FET in July. 10 eggs retrieved, 9 mature, 8 fertilized, 2 healthy embryos!

    FET #1: 7/31/2014: Transferred 2 nearly perfect (6AA, 6BA) healthy embryos- BFFN

    Laproscopy: 10/2014: Healthy uterus

    IVF #4: 12/8/2014: Canceled. 17 eggs retrieved, 15 mature, 10 fertilized, all unhealthy embryos



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    kimmyberly26kimmyberly26 member
    Welcome back and I'm so sorry that you're having a hard time right now. We are all here to help you get through this.

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    Our 3 Precious Angels That Left Us Too Soon
    BFP #2-EDD 07/05/13 - Tater and Tot passed at 12w3d. D&C 1/17/13
    BFP #3-EDD 12/19/13 - Peanut passed at 9w1d. D&C 05/31/13

    Diagnosed with Hypothyroid 05/20/13 

    BFP #4 - 09/22/13 - DD#2 born 05/27/14

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    BluEyedGirl26BluEyedGirl26 member
    Welcome back, I'm so sorry for your losses. I hope you can find all of the support you need here and that your stay is short.

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    TTC #1 since January 2013

    BFP #1: April 5, 2013; EDD December 11, 2013; Missed M/C May 15, 2013

    BFP #2: February 17, 2014; EDD October 30, 2014; M/C March 15, 2014

    BFP #3: August 1, 2014; EDD April 14, 2015 - Praying for our RAINBOW!

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    SandSunBlissSandSunBliss member
    Welcome back. BIGsquishy((((hugs)))) we are here for you.

    married my best friend 10/04/08, TTC since July 2012
    BFP#1 Thanksgiving 11/22/12, mo-mo twins(one sac), traditional EDD 7/27/13, EDD due to risk 6/15/13
    mmc Angel 2/7/13 @ 15w3d, mmc Aubrey 2/13/13 @ 16w2d, D&E 2/16/13

    BFP#2 9/21/13, EDD 6/2/14, DD born 5/17/14 

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    SoxFan777SoxFan777 member
    Three losses... I can't imagine.  I'm sorry you're here but I'm glad you have the heart to keep going.  I hope we can be supportive to you.

    TTCAL Siggy Challenge: "He's my favorite.  His birthday is the same as mine almost"

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    Missing my little one lost at 9 weeks on 2.24.13. brokenhearted but not broken... 

    d&c 5/21/13... Still Healing, Still Standing... 

    MMC discovered 10/2/2013, TWINS... d&c 10/7/2013.  I still miss you, little ones. 

    Surgery December 2013 to remove a 10+cm fibroid... Open myomectomy. Benched for 3-9 months... 
    Will TTC summer Summer 2014 we hope!

    Dear God, Since I couldn't hold my little one in my lap and tell him about you, could you hold him in your lap and tell him about me? 

    PgAL and PAL always welcome...
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    MommaAshley12MommaAshley12 member
    Welcome back. Sorry for all of your losses. Glad you've found the strength to give it another try. I hope you get your rainbow baby very soon!
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    BFP 4/17/13, MC began 5/2/13 @ 6 weeks
    EDD 12/27/13
    TTC since 2/2013
    BFP#2 9/23/13 EDD 6/8/14
     
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    SA1112SA1112 member
    Welcome back. It takes a lot of strength to keep going after what you've been through. We're here to support you and I hope things start looking up for you soon.

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    BFP #1 3.16.12. mmc 5.7.12 at 11 weeks ~Avery Cameron~

    BFP #2 12.12.12. mmc 1.22.13 at 10 weeks ~Theodore Michael~

    D&C #2 Chromosome analysis results: Translocation Trisomy 14

    My RPL Testing: Homozygous MTHFR, normal karyotype

    DH's karyotype results: Robertsonian Translocation 13:14

    BFP #3 9.10.13 mc at 4 weeks~Our little May Flower~ 

    BFP #4 10.13.13- Our Rainbow Baby, a little girl, arrived June 25, 2014! 

                                                                              


     

     

     

     

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    MrsHamon09MrsHamon09 member
    Welcome back. I am so sorry for your losses.

    Married DH 3/14/09

    TTC Since Jan 2011
    Diagnosed with PCOS Jan 2013
    BFP#1 June 2013/ EDD 2/23/2013 Blighted Ovum confirmed July 18, 2013
    took Cytotec July 20, 2013

    BFP #2 12/28/2013 EDD 9/11/2014 Its A Girl!!! Rebecca Ann!

    Rebecca Ann born 8/31/2014 6lb 1oz 19 inches long 8:55am!!!!


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    SugarLove06SugarLove06 member
    N'awwh :') thanks guys. Missed the ladies of this board so much! 
    BFP 4th MARCH 2012- Said goodbye 6th MARCH 2012 (Due 11/11/12) BFP 18th AUGUST 2012 - Said goodbye 25th AUGUST 2012 (Due 23/04/13)
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    kalynn12kalynn12 member
    Welcome back, big ((hugs))
    I'm 31 and DH is 36

    Started dating in 2008 and married November 10, 2012

    TTC#1 Since Oct 2012

    MC#1 5/30/2013 ~ EDD 1/4/2014 natural @ 9 weeks

    MC#2 8/12/2013 ~ EDD 4/13/2014 natural @ 5 weeks 5 days

    BFP #3 EDD 12/9/2014

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    laciou05laciou05 member
    I'm so sorry for your losses and your struggle. We are here for you :)
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    gingerkid9989gingerkid9989 member
    I am so sorry for your losses but welcome back to the board!

    BFP#1 4/17/2013 EDD 12/25/2013, MC 5/17/2013 8 weeks 3 days D&C 5/18/2013

    BFP#2 1/20/2014 EDD 9/28/2014, Baby Evie born on 9/23/2014 at 8:50pm.  6 lbs 15 oz!

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    Courtney1741Courtney1741 member
    I'm so very sorry for all your losses and struggles ((hugs))


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    BFP #1 - 6-2009 - edd 1-23-10 - mmc - discovered by u/s @ 13wks 2days - D&C
    BFP #2 - 10-15-2010 - Baby boy born 6-11-11
    BFP#3 - 6-2013 - edd 2-21-14 -mmc discovered by u/s @ 9 wks - D&C
    BFP #4 - 3-10-14 - edd 11-19-14 - natural miscarriage 4-10-14
    BFP #5 - 8-24-14 - edd 5-5-15 - Please be our RAINBOW!!! <3
    U/S 9-30 - baby measuring right on track, heart rate of 155bpm
    U/S 10-8 & 10-14 - baby is growing perfectly!
    10-20 - 151 bpm 10-31 153 bpm
    11-13 IT'S A BOY!!!!!
    12-11 & 12-18 - 144 bpm everything looked great at recheck of a/s
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    katee2184katee2184 member
    I am sorry for your losses and that you are having such a tough time right now.  We're all here for you!


     
     
     
     
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    BrookeadrenalineBrookeadrenaline member
    So sorry to hear you are having a hard time. Hoping you get the support you need right now!
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    rmpar29rmpar29 member
    I'm so sorry for your losses and that it's cd1! I'm so glad that you've made some much needed positive changes and that you are able to graduate soon! ((HUGS))
    TTC #3 since 8/2012 image
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     BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013
    BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014
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