Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

I hate you body!

Dr appointment sucked! I still have some tissue left and have to have a DnC. I don't want this. I am so mad that I am ready to go hide in a corner and cry. I asked if I could just ignore it and let it pass... dr said I could get an infection or hemorrhage. I just want to move on.

Re: I hate you body!

  • Oh no!  Very sorry to hear that!  That was definitely not the news anyone wants to hear.  I was very apprehensive about my d&e but the procedure went well.  It provided me with some closure on this turbulent ride.  I hope your d&c goes well and you can begin to officially move on.  Hang in there.  ((HUGS)) 
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  • Ugh!!! I totally understand the body-hate feeling. "Why won't you do what you're supposed to?!?!"

    Hopefully it will be quick and simple for you from here on out. (wishful thinking?)
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    TTC #1 - 
    BFP # 1: 5/2006 - m/c @ 6 weeks (natural) / EDD 1/17/2007
    BFP # 2: 7/2007 - chemical pregnancy / EDD 3/18/2008
    BFP # 3: 6/2013 - 7/9 u/s: No hb, measuring 2 weeks behind. Very high HCG#'s 7/21 u/s: No change, ruled out molar pregnancy. Completed Natural Missed M/C 7/26/2013 / EDD 2/5/2014
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  • In so sorry :( I can definitely relate to feeling anger at your body.
  • MrsDeo said:

    I'm sorry, that's so frustrating! I will say that the good thing about a D&C is that it lets you move on. That was the reason I finally got one, because I wasn't passing anything on my own. I hope everything goes smoothly. Keep us updated.

    This exactly. I'm so sorry that you are going through this. I hope you have a smooth experience.

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    BFP 5/19/2013. MC 7/2/2013 (9w6d) with est. loss at 8w. Miso 7/3/2013 and emergency D & C 7/6/2013.

    BFP#2 11/6/2013.  CP 11/14/2013.  

    BFP #3 12/13/2013.  Beta #1 @ 15dpo- 239. Progesterone 27.  Beta #2 @17dpo - 90.  CP 12/21/2013

    Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.  -Philippians 4:6-7

    All PgAL and PAL welcome.

  • Oh I'm so sorry. That sucks. :P
  • I'm so sorry.  My miscarriage started naturally, then I took drugs to help it along, and ended up needing a MVA anyway.  It was a big blow, so I know how you feel.  So sorry you have to go through this, but as the other posters said perhaps it will finally bring a close to the MC process so you can try to start to heal.  Hang in there.  So sorry for your loss.  Sending lots of hugs your way...
  • So sorry. Prayers for a speedy recovery after the procedure.
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    BFP 4/17/13, MC began 5/2/13 @ 6 weeks
    EDD 12/27/13
    TTC since 2/2013
    BFP#2 9/23/13 EDD 6/8/14
     
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