Tomorrows my birthday.

rachaelT28

Tomorrow I will be 32, I want to cry till I have nothing left. So much about my life is not what I want, it's what someone else chose for me. Today I have fought with my ex and my step daughter oh boy. I need a break from all of this and all of these people, they are too much stress for me. I can't focus on the baby (that thanks to health issues is going to be early, possibly any minute even though I am only 27 weeks) I can't focus on anything because my world is constatnly filled with people telling me to hurry up and file for divorce, to do this or do that. Then I have my ex coming by telling me he is not even sure he still wants a divorce. Seriously people!? He pushed and shoved and pushed and shoved till I could only want a divorce and now hes not sure thats what he wants!!! Are you serious?! I need all these people to just go away and leave me alone. I want my life, I want my sweet little boys and I want my peace. Why do men have to be this way?

scout426

Happy Birthday!  Treat yourself to something nice and ignore the rest, if only for the day.  It really does get easier.  

newmompeanut

Happy Birthday!

Try to take it one day at a time.  It always seems more overwhelming when I look at the future as a whole and try to digest all of it at once