Well, my fears were realized today when my beta came back as 19, after being 40 on Friday. I'm stopping meds and waiting for AF, which should be this weekend. We tentatively planned my next FET for September 16th.
We are super sad but this is nothing compared to our 16 week loss, though still very disappointing - especially because I was having some crazy symptoms and just felt so connected already to our little being! Hopefully our next shot will work.
Going to have wine with dinner. Small consolation prize.