i'm not sure if this is the right place for this or even if anyone will see this but here goes nothing:
boyfriend and i have arguments like normal couples but he gets to the
point sometimes where he just wants to walk away. i cant stand that it
infuriates me and i do not like to be ignored or walked away from. so i
try to keep him from leaving. i dont do anything more than block the
door way. i just want to talk so he can hear me out. i'll also throw
things to alleviate my anger (i'm working on that) but not at him. he
gets so mad at me for trying talk to him. we dont have these explosive arguments a lot but when we do he chokes me and throws me down. he tells me that its the only way to calm me down and if i would just let him leave that he wouldnt have to. i try to let him leave and most times it works i stifle my feelings enough so it doesnt hurt when he leaves. is this my fault? what do i do? i'm trying to make it better, i try not to get angry when he walks away from me. i just feel so bad and confused.