I am reading this, crying for you and your family and hoping for peace for you. Take care of yourselves, I really hope for some healing for you and your husband. You will be missed.
Omg. I'm so so sorry and saddened to read this.. my heart breaks for you. Always here for if you ever need ANYTHING. ((thousands of creepy internet hugs))
I can't begin to tell you how much my heart hurts for you. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. Thoughts and prayers to you and your husband during this difficult time. Hugs.
Even that was so elequent. You have a truly beautiful way about your writing. You are going through such a painful situation yet you are still thinking of helping others who may experience DW. It takes a truly special person to think that way. I had researched things yesterday just for my knowledge and it sounds very horrific. You and your family will definitely be in my thoughts and prayers. Italy sounds incredible and hopefully it will bring you and your DH some healing. Vanessa, you have shared great experiences and knowledge with everyone who has participated on this board and you will not be forgotten.
I'm so sad to hear this. It's completely heartbreaking, and words can't express how truly sorry I am for you and your H. I hope your time abroad is everything you need it to be! You'll be missed around these parts. Best of luck to you in the future.
I'm so sorry. Life is so unfair. Your presence will be missed on the boards. I hope you take care of yourself. I like the sound of your trip! Please reach out to any one of us for support. You're in my thoughts and prayers.
There is nothing to say to convey how sad and sorry I am for you and your husband. I'm praying for your little boy and will continue praying that you have your happy ending one day very soon.
After 2+ years and multiple treatment cycles, including an IVF vacation in Costa Rica/Panama, IVF #2 brought us our miracle baby!
i hope that you and your husband can, when the time is right, make peace with this terrible news and begin to heal. I am so sorry to hear this and my heart breaks for you, your DH, and your LO.
I am again at a loss for words. I cried for you and for your son and for your husband while reading this.
I pray to G-d that the results turn out differently than what they're telling you now, but should they not, I will be thinking of you as you make this difficult decision.
You are in my thoughts and prayers always and will always be a part of this community. An irreplaceable one at that.
I don't understand...but yet there is so much in life to which that applies. From what you have posted all along, you and your DH have reminded me of myself and my husband, and I can only say please know you have touched the hearts of others. Sending so many good wishes your way.
You will truly be missed. While I cannot imagine what you and your husband are going through, I hope you know you will be in my thoughts and prayers as you go through this incredibly hard time. I'm so very, very sorry that you are going through this. I hope you are able to find your happy place again. It sounds like you have a good plan for getting away and giving yourself time to heal. ~big hugs~
I am so deeply sorry for all that you and your husband are going through. I googled DW yesterday, since I had never heard of it. I wish you a good restorative trip. There is nothing to make this better. The pain of lost hopes and dreams is deep and heavy. I will continue to pray for you and your husband's healing, Vanessa, and for new hope and new dreams at the right time.
I am also in tears reading this. My heart is breaking for you and your DH. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Pregnant with Letrazole (Femara) on the first cycle with DD after TTC 2+ years TTC#2 with Letrazole (Femara) since January 2012 BFP 06.29.12 EDD 03.11.13 natural m/c 07.13.12 BFP 09.22.12 EDD 05.31.13 natural m/c 10.07.12 CP 11.09.12 BFP 01.01.13 EDD 09.15.13 d&c 01.24.13
My heart is breaking for you Vanessa. I cried reading your update. I hope that you and your DH will find peace and begin to heal soon. I have learned a lot from you and will miss you. (((HUGS)))
I can't express how sorry I am. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers, and things just won't be the same here without you. (((Hugs)))
I am so so sorry for your loss and my heart hurts for you and your husband. Prayers for you
Emily and Brad; married 12/27/08
began TTC 10/2011
BFP#1 12/9/11 (EDD 8/13/12)- our sweet little girl diagnosed with Turner's Syndrome and large cystic hygroma 2/2/12; D&E at 16 weeks 2/24/12
began TTCAL 8/12
BFP#2 10/28/12 (EDD 7/6/13)- cp at 5 weeks 11/5/12
BFP#3 12/4/12 (EDD 8/12/13)- cp at 5 weeks 12/14/12
2012 was a bust... here's to 2013
blood work normal (1/2013)... HSG normal (2/2013)
I am terrible with words especially with situations such as this so I do apologize. I just want to say I am so sorry you are having to go through all of this.
Be strong and go heal. No words can express my emotions right now to you after reading that. I truly pray that you and your husband find peace and comfort over time. Know that you have touched and changed this "newbie's" perspective and that I have lots of respect for you to come on here and post about this personal struggle. I hope that wonderful things will come to you soon. Many blessings.
I'm heartbroken for you. I'm so, so sorry. I've been out of town and not following the bump so this is the first time I'm reading what's going on with you. There are no words. You have been an incredible member of the board and I hope you can find some peace in Italy.
Vanessa, I know I haven't known you for long, but I am truly sorry to hear about this situation. I hope for the best for you and your H in the future. Good luck and stay strong.
VC I've been trying to come up with any words that could possibly comfort you and I'm at a loss, but I can say this... You've been an amazing part of this group and honestly I feel like there will always be a VC shaped hole here. I'm heartbroken for you, your DH, and LO and send all my support your way. If you ever want to talk please PM me. Much love and creepy Internet hugs to you.
I'm so incredibly sorry. I've been out of town ignoring bump and this is the first post I read after checking mobile. I'm heartbroken for you and your dh . Hope that you can find peace in Italy.
You will be greatly missed I hope that you DH find peace and healing together you are in my thoughts and prayers. Sorry doesn't even fit for how I feel for you two right now I truly hope you find a way to heal.
This is heartbreaking- I am so so sorry. You and DH are in my prayers. There just are no words that could possibly make it better. Have safe travels and find strength in each other. You will be missed around here.
Tried for 2 years before diagnosed with DOR and low Progesterone. MC at 16 weeks in June 2010 (Told Placenta Previa contributed to the loss) Mommy to one darling & amazing little girl Born September 9th 2011 (C-Section at 38 weeks for Placenta Previa)
Surprise!! EDD 12/13/13 (Hoping for a VBAC!) Off home bed rest and now just monitoring a large SCH. Stable in size but not going away. SHRINK PLEASE!
Vanessa, My heart breaks for you and your husband. Take care of yourself and know I'll be thinking of my due date buddy when the time comes. I'll be praying you all can pick up the pieces in the meantime and become a stronger bond through all this.
~*~
Started dating my HS Sweetheart 2.26.2001 -- Married him 6.17.2006
Started trying for our family 6.20.2012 -- BFP 4.16.2013 -- EDD 12.23.2013
Re: Minor Update & Good-bye (sadness warning)
BFP#3: 2/9/13 EDD 10/18/17. Team Green for Round 2!
After 2+ years and multiple treatment cycles,
including an IVF vacation in Costa Rica/Panama,
IVF #2 brought us our miracle baby!
Surprise! Baby Boy is on the way!
I am so incredibly sorry for what you and your husband are going through. I cannot even imagine. You are in my thoughts.
I pray to G-d that the results turn out differently than what they're telling you now, but should they not, I will be thinking of you as you make this difficult decision.
You are in my thoughts and prayers always and will always be a part of this community. An irreplaceable one at that.
Emma Kate - born 10.16.03 @ 29 weeks, weighed 1lb 13oz and 13.5" long.
TTC #3
I wish you a good restorative trip. There is nothing to make this better. The pain of lost hopes and dreams is deep and heavy. I will continue to pray for you and your husband's healing, Vanessa, and for new hope and new dreams at the right time.
Pregnant with Letrazole (Femara) on the first cycle with DD after TTC 2+ years
TTC#2 with Letrazole (Femara) since January 2012
BFP 06.29.12 EDD 03.11.13 natural m/c 07.13.12
BFP 09.22.12 EDD 05.31.13 natural m/c 10.07.12
CP 11.09.12
BFP 01.01.13 EDD 09.15.13 d&c 01.24.13
BFP 03.26.13 EDD 12.04.13
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Emily and Brad; married 12/27/08
began TTC 10/2011
BFP#1 12/9/11 (EDD 8/13/12)- our sweet little girl diagnosed with Turner's Syndrome and large cystic hygroma 2/2/12; D&E at 16 weeks 2/24/12
began TTCAL 8/12
BFP#2 10/28/12 (EDD 7/6/13)- cp at 5 weeks 11/5/12
BFP#3 12/4/12 (EDD 8/12/13)- cp at 5 weeks 12/14/12
2012 was a bust... here's to 2013
blood work normal (1/2013)... HSG normal (2/2013)
My Ovulation Chart
Tried for 2 years before diagnosed with DOR and low Progesterone. MC at 16 weeks in June 2010 (Told Placenta Previa contributed to the loss)
Born September 9th 2011 (C-Section at 38 weeks for Placenta Previa)
Mommy to one darling & amazing little girl
Surprise!! EDD 12/13/13 (Hoping for a VBAC!) Off home bed rest and now just monitoring a large SCH. Stable in size but not going away. SHRINK PLEASE!
Started dating my HS Sweetheart 2.26.2001 -- Married him 6.17.2006
Started trying for our family 6.20.2012 -- BFP 4.16.2013 -- EDD 12.23.2013