I know many regulars here have a negative opinion about me. I was raised that you treat everyone the same so that makes it easy to ignore the mean and snarky comments I come face to face with each time I open this app. I come here to read the latest and hopefully answer wherever I can. I try to remember that beneath anything we post, we are all human and just trying to get something out of this community.
With that said, we had an u/s this morning and learned we are having a girl! That brings us to 2 boys 2 girls. The excitement quickly turned to tears as we learned our baby likely has anencephaly and will not survive. I am choosing to carry as long as nature allows. It will be tough and I've already ugly cried all day. Somehow, I will find peace and I know it will take a lot of time. The hardest part is telling my other kids. That I am not looking forward to.
So I will be hanging around to chime in here and there. This baby is still so loved and cherished.
Part of my point is to say that being kind to others can have an immeasurable impact. I don't comment for the sake of looking nice, I comment to BE NICE to people I know nothing about. I can't force you gals to spread rainbows and butterflies but I can try to be encouraging.
So for those who pray, can you keep me (another random internet stranger) in your prayers? I'd appreciate it.
Wishing you all happy healthy pregnancies!
Re: Life is strange.
MMC April 2014 at 6w2d, D&C at 9 weeks
MMC August 2014 at 9w1d, D&C at 12 weeks
CP October 2014
My Ovulation Chart
For suzyq0525
1 Rainbow Baby: Born 4/4/15
BFP: 4/23/17 EDD 1/5/18
You are a strong woman to carry as long as you can. Please reach out for support when you need it and know that because the people here ARE caring and supportive, that you will find nothing but open arms.
~~~~For SuzyQ and all our loss moms~~~~
Met: 02.2007 / Engaged: 11.21.2009 / Married: 07.09.2010
EDD: 03.02.2015 / Scheduled Delivery Date: 02.25.2015
MC: 2/19/14
Married December 2011 TTC#1 Since November 2013
Dec. 2013... BFP! 12/31/13... Natural M/C 1/29/14 (8 weeks)
July 2014...BFP!... 17dpo beta 581...19dpo beta 1419!!.. stick baby, stick!
EDD: 3/20/15.. It's a boy!
For SuzyQ and all March 15 loss moms
Me (40) DH (45); Started dating 2-24-12, Married 5-13-13
BFP 3-16-13..EDD 11-17-13.. MMC 4-16-13 Confirmed/D&C 4-23-13...
BFP #4 6-22-14 EDD 3-6-15 FX for our LO
Married the most patient man on the planet: May 16, 2009
Me: 30; DH: 30
BFP: June 25, 2014; EDD: March 9/10, 2015
4 fur babies: 2 dogs & 2 cats