I may add more later, but here's three to start:
I keep putting off my mammogram because I don't want to take a break from TTC and I never remember to schedule after AF arrives and before the TTW.
I secretly relish in the fact that a coworker/friend totally flirts with me at work. Harmless fun that makes me feel good. (P.S. It never crosses the line to inappropriate and if my husband flirts the same way I wouldn't care bc I trust him fully.)
I am totally procrastinating on the Bump instead of finishing getting ready for work.
Your turn...and GO!
Re: Bump confessions
Me: 43, DOR FI: 44, SA normal
TTC Since Nov 2013
01/2014: Meeting with RE to discuss options
02/2014: Clomid + Trigger + TI = BFN
03/2014: on the bench
05/2014: meeting with RE to discuss Donor IVF options
09/2014 - IVF#1 - converted to IUI - BFN
I haven't had a mammogram since my baseline 6 years ago... damn! Thanks for the reminder ladies.
I too spend way too much time during work hours here... oh well!
I think my boss is a bully and only looks out for himself, yet I am nice to his face (one could argue that this is a survival tactic, but I would really like to tell him what I really think).
I miss DH having a well paying job. He is happier now that he is doing what he likes, but we have very little disposable income and I wonder how we will live if I ever do get pregnant and carry to term.
My Ovulation Chart
BFP- 10-16-14 EDD 6/13/15: MC 12-1-14
My BFP Chart
I secretly love when DD wants DH to do everything because it gives me a break.
I am at a flea market and am about to support media piracy and I don't feel bad about it. Happy Saturday!
Me 36 DH 39
BFP 11/28/14 ~ MMC 12/29/14
TTCAL Siggy Challenge
I'm afraid of how a child (or children) will change my relationship with DH, things are so perfect right now.
I love shopping by myself. Secretly I get annoyed if DH is willing to
@lgsdesigner I do the baby calculating birth date too!
I wish my husband would get a hobby so I can have some alone time -check!
I hate my job but I'm stuck because I need the health insurance for baby making. -check!
I too enter my non existing baby's date in the due date calendar -check!
Lately days are filled with worry, what ifs, and Damn maybe I'm too old! --check!
I love my hubby but I love traveling alone and have no guilt! -check!
Wow I sound like Debbie Downer!! Lol!
I don't know how much longer I can keep putting the rest of my life on hold waiting to get knocked up when, well, the most positive possible spin on it is that there's no guarantee it's ever going to happen. Some revision of plans may be in order... X(
Debbie Downer, you say?
Me: 41, DH: 45
DD, 6/15/2013
TTC #2 beginning January 2014
AMH 1.05; FSH range 7-11
July 2014: IUI #1. Follistim + Pregnyl. 2 follicles--BFN
September 2014: IUI #2. Follistim + Pregnyl + Ganirelix + Crinone. 4(?) follicles--BFN
October 2014: IUI #3. More Follistim + More Ganirelix + Pregnyl + Crinone. 4 follicles--BFP! Beta #1=10 Beta #2=33 Beta #3=97 Beta #4=158. M/C 11/1/14
December 2014: IVF #1. Microdose Lupron protocol. 9R, 9M, 9F. 3 5-day blasts transferred 12/15. BFFN.
August 2015: IVF #3. 14R, 13M, 11F. Froze 5 blasts for CCS testing. 3 normals. FET planned for 10/2015.
My Ovulation Chart