In just a couple of hours I go for our first ultrasound to hear the heart beat and see how our pumpkins doing, I'm terrified that they wont see anything, the last one I had done was in an emergencyroom and the tech kept arguing with me that I could have been pregnate because my uterus was tiped and I was bleeding, she said well you can't be but 4wks and at that point I was supposed to be 8wks, any way I'm scared out of my mind. please send t&p I really want to bring this baby home and for some reason I feel like if something was horrib;y wrong I wouldn't know it because of the hormones I'm on, like they would keep my symptoms going or something.
Sorry this turned so irrational, and thanks for being here.
Re: First Ultrasound (longish and irrational)
6/14/10 BFP; 6/30/10 Dx ectopic
11/16/10 BFP #2; DD born 7/26/11
APS, hetero factor v leiden & MTHFR
bfp #1 - 12.11.07, edd 8.14.08, mm/c 1.21.08 (10w4d)
bfp #2 - 4.4.08, edd 12.3.08, mm/c 5.14.08 (11w)
bfp #3 - 8.3.08, edd 4.15.09, mm/c 9.17.08 (10w)
bfp #4 - 1.15.09, edd 9.26.09, mm/c 2.16.09 (8w2d)
bfp #5 - 6.16.09, edd 2.25.10, mm/c 7.23.09 (9w)
bfp #6 - 8.12.10, edd 4.27.11, mm/c 9.16.10 (8w1d)
one more try -> bfp #7 - 2.11, our miracle baby boy arrived 10.11
ttc again -> bfp #8 - 5.3.13, edd 1.13.14, mm/c 5.30.13 (7w3d)
BFP1: 8/20/10, spotting 8/23 at 5 wks, MTX shots 9/17 and 9/28
BFP2: 2/12/11 Grow baby grow!
BFP 1: 3/19/10 Loss: 7/9/10
BFP 2: 12/28/10
My Blog: Losing Sylvia
You and your little one will be in my thoughts.
I know exactly how you feel. I'm scheduled for my first ultrasound this Friday, and I'm terrified. My last pregnancy ended at 11 weeks and I had no signs or symptoms of a m/c. I had found out at an 11 week ultrasound that the baby had stopped developing at 9 wks. I'm so afraid this will happen again. But I keep telling myself to think positive and take one day at a time. I'm sure your u/s will go well and you will get to see your healthy LO.