Im a FTM and We had DD last week. She's perfect and beautiful and healthy, but I'm not doing so great. DH was able to spend sat nite at home with us but has been back to work on the 3rd shift since then. He can't take any time off for financial reasons and since he's been on 3rd, he sleeps most of the day and I haven't gotten a chance to really talk to him. I've cried at least once a day, including now, worrying about DD, worrying that DH and I relationship will dip with baby here now, etc.. I'm struggling with DD latching on to bf and don't feel like a great mother cause I have to pump milk into a bottle to get her my milk. I'm just struggling now. Does anyone else know what I mean? Please tell me it's going to get better. I know it probably will, I just hate feeling like this. Thanks and sorry for the long vent.