Someone shoot me. I didn't feed the baby when he woke up at 3 to eat. Why you ask because I'm horrible and fell asleep.
We have a double monitor that scans back and forth between baby's and DS1s room. Typically when I hear the baby up I stop the camera so it stays on Ds1s room so DH would hear him if I'm in with baby.
Well last night I remember baby cried at 3 to feed. I must have switched the monitor over to DS1s room and must have then fallen back asleep without getting up to nurse. I'm horrible. He could have been crying for hours and I didn't hear him. I should be shot.
I woke up at 6 and switched over monitor realizing what I had done. Baby was just starting to stir to eat again.
I'm so upset and pssed at myself. From now on I'm not changing the monitor because clearly I'm incompetent and selfish and fall back asleep. DH will just have to listen to baby cry for the minute or two it takes me to change diapers and get him latched on.