I just hit the 9 month of "really" trying mark (longer than a year of letting what ever happens happen, ya know no pill and such). Like many of you, I'm surrounded by pregnant women. My family is just filled with fertile myrtles.
Today, I found out that my cousin's fiancee is pregnant. Not gonna lie, I cried a bit. Then I found out that she's 7 months pregnant, and didn't even know it!!! I admit, she's a skinny minnie, so yes that's a huge surprise. Learning that fact, I bawled my eyes out-currently on my period so my hormones are crazy.
I just can't believe it. My body is wonky and can't do anything right, as we're slowly learning... I'm just upset, jealous, and angry... Go about your day, I just needed to vent!