Having an awful day today. My 4 month old LO woke up and wanted to play, laugh and talk this morning... I could only do it for a few minutes and then I had to put her down in her swing and get ready for work. I don't know what it was about today, I've been back at work for almost two months, but I lost it and have not been able to regain my composure. I miss her so much during the day. I know that I have to work to help support the family and I am grateful to be able to do so but it is so hard. The ladies I work with tell me that it gets easier but I miss her so much it really is so difficult to leave her.