today, my hubby and I made the final decision on what funeral arrangements to have for our sweet daughter Kendall. We decided on cremation, and hopefully we get to the point where we can spread her ashes somewhere special......everything seems so final. She was only 3 days old and I keep replaying on my mind that it is my fault that she passed away. I know that meconium aspiration is common, but why did it have to be my baby that passed away from it???
I was full term and we were so excited to be in labor so we could meet our little princess....and now she is gone..and I still cant believe it......we are heartbroken
Mommy loves u Kendall...always