TW. My Intro.

pinnerk · October 2016

I really hoped to not have to post here (I don't think any of us want too). But here I am.
My name is Kelsey and I am 25. Live in Canada on the west coast.
My bf and I have been together 2 years in December and we are each others best friends.
I have PCOS and was told I would never get pregnant without fertility treatments. Clearly we believed that because I've gotten pregnant now two times. I had a missed miscarriage with our first and then had another one that I just found out about yesterday.
I just mentally don't know how to process this. I got used to the idea that I wasn't going to be able to get pregnant without fertility, got pregnant and truly thought it was a sign that I was going to be a mom. And then it was snatched away.
I'm terrified to get pregnant again. Just the thought of going through this all again.
To all of you in here, I am truly so sorry. I wish I could give you all a warm hug. I'm so blessed that my bf and close friends are so kind to me and understanding of when I'm having a bad day.
Anyways I look forward to supporting others in here. I don't know much about this all but I am more then willing to offer support and positive thoughts.

carterh33 · October 2016

So sorry for your losses.

fiorip · October 2016

I'm very sorry for your losses and this is a good place for all of us to lean on each other. Big hugs to you.

justsuzie · October 2016

sorry this happened to you. the good news is you can get pregnant. maybe with this new information about being able to get pregnant you can move onto working with a dr to maintain a healthy pregnancy? best wishes to you.