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AW: The Month From Hell...A GIF Story

Ok here we go: my first GIF story...

So I started out the first of September with a visit from AF.  With all my ragey hormones I felt all...

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And a little bit of 

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But then my hormones evened out and I went into this month feeling all, "THIS is gonna be my month!!"


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So I got prepared.  Ordered OPKs, set an alarm to go off every morning at the same time so I could temp and told my DH my plan. 
So then we were all..

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So we had several weeks of..

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Then we went to the Dr. and learned I might have endometriosis.  Which made me feel...

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But my sweet DH tried to keep us encouraged.  

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So we soldiered on through the TWW

And we waited...

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Until finally, I tested...

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And get a BFN :(

Then I start feeling all ragey from hormones again

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And then AF decides to show her face and close out the month with her horribleness

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So now we journey on into the next month and I feel...

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But there's nothing to do, but keep trying.  We both want this so bad, so we keep putting ourselves through it hoping one day things will change. 

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Thanks for reading my GIF story...
Here's some cake

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Ashleigh (26) and Darren (26)
Married 8-10-13
TTC since February 2014
BFP #1 4-22-14  EDD 1-1-15
8w u/s 5-22-14 Baby measuring 6w1d. Heartbeat detected
Went to Dr. 5-30-14 due to bleeding. Prescribed progesterone
Went to ER 6-1-14 2:30 AM - diagnosed with incomplete m/c
6-6-14 natural m/c completed
10-24-14 BFP #2 EDD 7-6-15 **Please** be our Rainbo

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Re: AW: The Month From Hell...A GIF Story

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    So sorry honey.  Big ((((HUGS)))) coming your way!
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    DX Endometriosis 2/2002 (lost left tube due to a cyst), PCOS
    6/2010
     BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013
    BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014

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    Love your GIF! Hang in there. FX for you on your next cycle!!
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    BFP #1 12/23/13 MMC 01/24/14 @ 9w5days

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    So sorry! As much as it sucks to keep hearing..Stay positive!! You are doing everything you can and when you least expect it all will fall into place! Hope October is your month!!
        BFP: 2/24/14 | EDD: 10/22/14 (triplets) 
    US (with RE) 3/24/2014 (two healthy HB), US (with OB) 3/31/2014 (three healthy heartbeats)

    US (with RE) 4/7/14 No Heartbeats :(  | D&C 4/8/14
    BFP#2: 10/22/14 | (beta  #1 75, beta # 2 219) | EDD 7/3/15 ~*Please be our RAINBOW*~
    DX: MTHFR hetero C677T


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    (((Hugs))) Creech! I'll ride the October crazy train with you. Cheers to this cycle.

    DH & I are both 28    Together: 12 years    Married: 09/24/2011

    BFP#1: January '12 - DD1 09/16/2012

    Preterm labor 31 weeks. Monitored for Hellp and diagnosed with oligohydramnios July '12

    BFP #2: 06/25 - EDD 03/05/15 MMC confirmed 8/1 - D&E 8/4 retained tissue discovered 8/20

    BFP #3 11/24 - 12/15 Heartbeat detected - DD2 07/29/15

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    ((Hugs))  I am glad you haven't lost your sense of humor.
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    About Me: 

    AMA 35 :  DH 33
    BFP#1 1/26/14 (EDD: 10/7/14).  MMC 3/10/14 D&C 3/14/14
    RE Consult 11/3/14 - AMH 2.25 "great" . FSH 7.10 . Low Vitamin D
    Myomectomy 12/17/14.  Benched until March.

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    ((Hugs))

    Started TTC Nov. 2011 

    1st clomid cycle June 2012- No response :: HSG August 2012- Left tube blocked, right tube clear :: 2nd clomid cycle Aug. 2012 BFN :: 3rd clomid cycle Sept. 2012 :: BFP Sept 30th :: DS born 6/15/13 :: BFP #2 7/29/14 M/C 8/5/14 :: BFP#3 10/20/14 DD born 7/1/2015 :: Applied to be surrogate April '17 :: Transferred 1 Embryo for IFs Dec. '17 :: Surro Babe born 9/11/18 :: Started 2nd Journey May '19 :: Transferred 1 Embryo for new IFs 9/24/19 :: HB 138 at 6w6d


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    Sorry about the BFN, Creech. I think your GIF story summed up how a lot of us feel, swinging from hope to despair in two week increments.
    Yep, I do this every freaking month!
    Me: 37                                               
    DH: 45
    BFP #1 3/19/14  EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
    BFP #2  12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
    Saw heartbeat 12/29.  Please be a rainbow.
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    I'm sorry for the BFN. Your GIF made me smile and nod a lot though and I'm glad you can maintain your sense of humor through the ups and down emotions of TTC!



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    Althought I love a good gif story, the title seems a little dramatic based on the content.   

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    BFP #1: 1/4/13, EDD 9/8/13, Missed M/C confirmed 2/8/13, Misoprostol

    2013: Three CPs w/ EDDs: EDD 2/10/14, EDD 3/24/14, EDD 6/24/14

    IVF/ICSI #1 (Antagonist) - Jan 2014- 19R, 14M, 11F, 3 penguins (6BB, 4BB, 6BC)  PGD tested- All Normal!

    IVF/ICSI #2 (Antagonist) - Feb 2014 - 23R, 11M, 10F, 1 penguin (3BB) - Another Normal!

    FET #1 - March 26, BFN

    FET #2- Beta #1 (9dp5dt) -332, Beta #2 (11dp5dt) -1027, EDD 1/30/2015, Missed M/C, D&C 6/19/14

    IVF/ICSI #3 (Lupron Down Reg) - Oct 2014 - 38R, 28M, 27F, 20 frozen on day 5, 16 normal penguins!!

    FET#3 - February 1, 2015, Prep begins 1/13

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    Hugs! I'm sorry for the BFN!

    BFP #1 7/6/2012, EDD 3/13/2013, Delivered 3/14/2013

    BFP #2 1/7/2014: EDD:9/14 MC: 1/9/2014 (confirmed via blood work)

    BFP #3 7/5/2014: EDD 3/11/2015 MC: 7/15/2014

    BFP #4 11/7/2014: EDD 7/17/2015~~Please be my RAINBOW!

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    Hugs for CD1

    This is how I feel about CD1
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    Hugs again! 
    Yelena + Rubere Married: 05/13/2011
    TTC since 2012
    BFP#1EDD: 06/21/2014  ~  TFMR --Holoprosencephaly 
    Said goodbye on 2/10/2014 at 21 weeks. We miss our baby girl "J"
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    I'm so sorry! This process can be so frustrating!image


    Married: 4/28/12
    BFP: 7/2/14 ;  1st US 7/21/14 Baby measuring 7w5d, HB of 138;  Discovered MMC 8/18/14 at 11w2d, baby measuring 8w5d, no hb ; 8/19/14 D&C
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    CreechMommyCreechMommy member
    edited September 2014
    Althought I love a good gif story, the title seems a little dramatic based on the content.   
    @CallaLily30 Oops didn't mean to be dramatic.  Guess I couldn't find a GIF to capture the emotional distress of finding out I have something wrong with my ovaries, getting a big ER bill from the visit where we were told our baby was dead (that we can't pay), and having everyone around me pop up pregnant.  

    Thought it was better to keep the GIFs funny and light hearted so I wouldn't bum everyone out.  Maybe I should title it "Happy Rainbows"

    Edit: tag fail

    Ashleigh (26) and Darren (26)
    Married 8-10-13
    TTC since February 2014
    BFP #1 4-22-14  EDD 1-1-15
    8w u/s 5-22-14 Baby measuring 6w1d. Heartbeat detected
    Went to Dr. 5-30-14 due to bleeding. Prescribed progesterone
    Went to ER 6-1-14 2:30 AM - diagnosed with incomplete m/c
    6-6-14 natural m/c completed
    10-24-14 BFP #2 EDD 7-6-15 **Please** be our Rainbo

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    @Greeneyes842 @rmpar29 @beemaya83 @CFearsy @DenaMaree @uromys @BookishMomma @natalie115 @kistyW13 @Fightersince83 @mrandmrsk91011 @furrypaws @petitchou1019 @Nieko0423 @kittymeowbark @ctk181
    Thank all of you lovelies for the ((Hugs)) Sending them back to those of you that need them today. 

    @meredithcarole @Belle0720k I am thankful I come from a family that taught me to have a sense of humor.  It def. helps in the tough times in life.  

    @medic7979 It sucks :( sorry we're in the same boat.  But at least we can be cycle buddies!! FX for you :D

    @Kateisoptimistic Sorry for the temp drop :( It's always disheartening to see that.  FX for next cycle!

    @HMR11913 Sorry for CD 1 :( FX for next cycle!



    Ashleigh (26) and Darren (26)
    Married 8-10-13
    TTC since February 2014
    BFP #1 4-22-14  EDD 1-1-15
    8w u/s 5-22-14 Baby measuring 6w1d. Heartbeat detected
    Went to Dr. 5-30-14 due to bleeding. Prescribed progesterone
    Went to ER 6-1-14 2:30 AM - diagnosed with incomplete m/c
    6-6-14 natural m/c completed
    10-24-14 BFP #2 EDD 7-6-15 **Please** be our Rainbo

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    ((hugs))

    The cake is my favorite. Where do I find a bad ass candle like that?

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    TTC #1 since June 2012
    Current Status:  IVF with ICSI and PGS
    Genetic, RPL, SA and Fertility testing = Normal/Good
        HSG = All Clear
    BFP #1 12.30.2012  ||  Blighted Ovum 02.05.2013  ||  D&C 02.11.2013
    BFP #2 09.10.2013  ||  c/p 09.12.2013

    BFP #3 12.1.2013  ||  mm/c  01.15.14  ||  D&C 01.21.14  chromosome abnormality
    May 2014:  Residual HCG and retained tissue found
    05.13.2014:  Hysteroscopy D&C to find and remove retained tissue
    June 2014:  Tissue sample results indicate a partial molar pregnancy
    May - Aug 2014:   TTA for monitoring and testing
    08.21.2014:  Hysteroscopy to remove minor scar tissue - the result of 3 D&Cs
    Sept/Oct: IUI #1  Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
    Oct/Nov: IUI #2  Femara + Ovidrel = BFN
    Nov/Dec: IUI #3  Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN

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    I'm sorry @CreechMommy! What a crappy month :(
    I tested today too (cycle buddies!) and BFN. I'm hoping maybe I just O'd late since AF isn't due til Thursday anyhow, but I don't think that's really the case. Here's to next month right?

    BFP #1 05/03/12 DD: 12/18/12
    BFP #2 05/26/14 MMC: 6/26/14 D&C: 7/18/14
    BFP #3 10/09/14 MC 10/24/14


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    @SunshineShades Sorry about the BFN :( It sucks majorly.  FX for next cycle!!

    Ashleigh (26) and Darren (26)
    Married 8-10-13
    TTC since February 2014
    BFP #1 4-22-14  EDD 1-1-15
    8w u/s 5-22-14 Baby measuring 6w1d. Heartbeat detected
    Went to Dr. 5-30-14 due to bleeding. Prescribed progesterone
    Went to ER 6-1-14 2:30 AM - diagnosed with incomplete m/c
    6-6-14 natural m/c completed
    10-24-14 BFP #2 EDD 7-6-15 **Please** be our Rainbo

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    Love the gif story...a little humor gets me through bad days like this one. Sorry your cycle didn't work out this month, hugs!
    I'm with you and @SunshineShades‌, took a test this morning and BFN, due on Thursday with AF and started spotting and cramps today. I really thought this was the month with our good timing and focus. It sucks so much, I just want to scream, cry, punch a hole in the nearest wall!!!! Onwards and upwards I guess
    Me:40  DH:42
    Married 8/2/14
    TTC since 12/2013
    BFP #1: 3/22/2014 EDD 11/27/14; MMC/D&C 4/28/14
    BFP #2 : 11/27/2014 EDD 8/7/2015, MMC diagnosis 1/5/15, NMC 1/7/15...loss due to Trisomy 3 
    Benched pending RE test results
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    Althought I love a good gif story, the title seems a little dramatic based on the content.   
    @CallaLily30 Oops didn't mean to be dramatic.  Guess I couldn't find a GIF to capture the emotional distress of finding out I have something wrong with my ovaries, getting a big ER bill from the visit where we were told our baby was dead (that we can't pay), and having everyone around me pop up pregnant.  

    Thought it was better to keep the GIFs funny and light hearted so I wouldn't bum everyone out.  Maybe I should title it "Happy Rainbows"

    Edit: tag fail
    Including everything else, it sounds like you've had a rough month. Your gif story, though, was about getting your period, charting, and getting your period again (something we've all been through repeatedly, some of us for years on end), so I think that's why @Callalily30 commented that the title was a bit dramatic based on the content.


     

    TTC since July 2012 
    BFP 5/22/13. Lap. to remove ectopic and dx with endo. 6/16/13

    RE consult: June 2014

    DX: FVL, endo, hypothyroidism, blocked left tube

    Oct. 2014: First treatment cycle: Clomid+trigger+IUI=BFN

    November 2014: Clomid+trigger+IUI again=BFP!

    BFP 11/28/14 MC discovered 1/14/15

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    ((hugs)) hun!  

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    TTC-8/2013   BFP-4/18/14  EDD: 12/29/12 MC-5/17/14 @ 7w4d
    BFP #2-11/13/14  EDD: 7/26/14  Beta #1: 11/14/13 (135 progesterone: 19.5)   Beta #2" 11/17/14 (733 ) 
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    ((hugs)) 
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    Aww Creech! I hope this month is better for you! (HUGS)
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    Sorry this month sucked..but I loved your gifs!
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    I'll be at a new place providing support. 


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    Sorry you've had such a rough go of it this month. Sending you hugs!
    BFP #1 - 12/7/2012 - EDD 8/14/2013 - DD born 8/17/2013
    BFP #2 - 3/31/2014 - EDD 12/6/2014 - Natural miscarriage on 4/28/2014
    BFP #3 - 8/4/2014 - EDD 4/12/2015 - Chemical Pregnancy discovered on 8/13/2014

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    (((Hugs))) yeah that's pretty much my monthly roller coaster. I try to not get my hopes up, but can't help it, then come tumbling down.
    TTC: Since July 2013
    BFP #1: EDD 05/27/2014 (D&C 10/17/2014)
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    Hugs @creechmommy!  Loved the gif story :D

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    BFP#1 - 7/18/14; EDD 3/23/14; MMC 8/11/14 (passed naturally on 8/17/14)

    BFP#2 - 12/29/14; EDD 9/10/15 *PLEASE BE OUR RAINBOW!*

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    Sorry for the BFN, but loved the GIF story. There really is nothing more we can do then keep trying.
    Me: 24 
    DH: 25
    BFP: 1/12/14       EDD: 9/18/14     MC: 1/15/14
    BFP: 5/6/14         EDD: 1/5/15       MC: 5/10/14
    BFP: 12/29/14      EDD: 9/12/15      MC: 1/5/15
    Dx: PCOS - 8/20/14, Hashimoto's - 10/10/14, Gluten Allergy 10/10/14


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    So sorry for your rough month, and for starting the ride over again. Big (((hugs))). And I loved the gifs!
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    awwww big huge (((hugs))) This was great!  (but not, you know)  Made me laugh because this is my life story every month as well.  Thanks for putting humor onto a shitty situation :)

    Me 34 DH 31, Together since 2003, Married August 20, 2011,  TTC since May 2013
    BFP #1 August 24, 2013! MMC discovered Oct. 3, 2013, D&C Oct. 4, 2013
    BFP #2 December 17, 2013! MMC discovered Jan. 28, 2014, D&C Jan. 30, 2014
    Testing done: male with complete Trisomy 16, not hereditary. Tested me for clotting disorders, all normal.
    Feb. 2014 all clear again to TTC!  Will start progesterone supplementation with the next BFP just in case.       Oct. 2014 more testing just because, thyroid and autoimmune panels = normal.  Diagnostic U/S = no abnormalities.  Will keep trying for 3-6 more months, doctor still optimistic!

    BFP #3 December 11, 2014!  Beta #1 14DPO = 122.4 Beta #2 17DPO = 296.8 Please stick little one and be our Rainbow!

            Perfect little heartbeat of 156 seen 1/7/15 :)

    ***Everybody Welcomed***  :)  

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