September 2014 Moms
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I owe you all an update. Life is shitty(loss mentioned)

I'm sorry it's taken so long to post this update. Sadly I'm leaving you ladies. I went into the hospital on Thursday & went into early labor on Saturday. There was nothing that could be done to stop it. My precious Rowan entered this world sleeping. I had to have a D&E after, during which I hemorrhaged & apparently I'm lucky to be here today. I don't want to go more into details here. I have posted about it in my blog, but I'll warn that it's probably best to avoid the post. 

I wish you all the healthiest of pregnancies. I'll be stalking you all & can't wait to see all the beautiful babies that are welcomed into this world in a few more months. 

<3 

   Me: IR-PCOS, elevated DHEAs, low progesterone, weak ovulation  DH: low volume, low T
SHG 5/10/13: both tubes blocked; HSG 6/28 = Left tube cleared! Right blocked.
BFP#1 7/20/13 EDD 3/30/14, m/c 8/19/13, D&E 8/21/13, Chromosomal results = normal, female
Lap & hysteroscopy scheduled for 10/31, right tube cleared, no endo found! ...Happy Halloween!
Cycle 14: Clomid (50)+ IUI = BFP! EDD 9/16/14~ Rowan Elizabeth born sleeping at 17w4d on 4/12/14 due to IC.
~There is no foot too small that it cannot leave an imprint on this world~
New RE June 2014. RPL b/w - negative. SIS looking for uterine/cervical abnormalities & Asherman's 6/10/14 - ALL CLEAR!  
Cycle 16: Natural IUI = CP, Cycle 17: Femara (2.5) + IUI = BFN, Cycle 18 Femara (5) + IUI = BFFN, Cycle 19: Break
Cycle 20: Clomid (50)+ IUI = BFP EDD 6/20, transvaginal cerclage 12/19, Carson Quinn born sleeping at 16w3d on 1/6/15 due to IC
Phone consult with Dr. Haney (Univ of Chicago) for transabdominal cercalge scheduled for 2/9/15.
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    I am so sorry for the heartache you and your family are going through. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
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    My heart breaks for you. I'm so sorry for your loss. I will keep you in my thoughts.
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    So sorry for your loss. Lots of T&P for you and your family.
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    So sorry about your loss. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. 
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    I am so, so sorry. Words are so small, but sending prayers to you and your family. 
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    I am so, so sorry for your loss. Sending lots of hugs and healing thoughts.
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    Sorry for your loss.

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    This breaks my heart to read... I am so very sorry for your loss and yes after an ordeal like that you are very fortunate to be alive. I am sending lots of hugs, prayers and positive thoughts your way to heal your broken hearts. ((Hugs))
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    Becky, I am so sorry that your sweet girl Rowan is gone. She is lucky to be so fiercely loved, and nobody can ever take away how special she is to you. I wish you gentle healing, in every way. Know that you are ALWAYS welcome here, whenever you like. Big hugs to you and your DH, friend.

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    So very sorry for your loss. I'll keep you in our prayers.
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    I'm so so sorry for your loss. Sending prayers your way!
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    I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet baby girl.

    Married DH 3/14/09

    TTC Since Jan 2011
    Diagnosed with PCOS Jan 2013
    BFP#1 June 2013/ EDD 2/23/2013 Blighted Ovum confirmed July 18, 2013
    took Cytotec July 20, 2013

    BFP #2 12/28/2013 EDD 9/11/2014 Its A Girl!!! Rebecca Ann!

    Rebecca Ann born 8/31/2014 6lb 1oz 19 inches long 8:55am!!!!


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    I am so sorry Becky. I love you. ((((((huge hugs))))))
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    Becky, words cannot describe how incredibly heavy my heart is for you.  I am sending prayers to you and your family.  I will be thinking of you, your H, and Rowan and hoping that you receive some comfort and healing.  Please know that I am here if you ever need anything.  xoxo


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    BFP #2: 1/9/14 | EDD: 9/21/14  

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    I am so sorry that you are going through this. Thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

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    I'm so sorry Becky. My heart aches for you. You know I love you x 1000.
                                                                                      
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    Becky, I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet angel. Sending hugs and prayers.
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    I am so very sorry for your loss. Keeping you, DH and sweet angel Rowan in my thoughts and prayers.
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    I am so sorry for your loss of sweet Rowan. My thoughts are with you and your family. Sending you much love & light (((hugs)))
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    Oh Becky. I am so so sorry for the loss of sweet Rowan. ((Hugs)) you and your family are in my thoughts.

    BFP#1 4/17/2013 EDD 12/25/2013, MC 5/17/2013 8 weeks 3 days D&C 5/18/2013

    BFP#2 1/20/2014 EDD 9/28/2014, Baby Evie born on 9/23/2014 at 8:50pm.  6 lbs 15 oz!

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    I'm so sorry to hear about your loss.  Sending t&p to you and your family. 


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    There will never be adequate enough words to express how heartbroken and destroyed I am for you and Sean. I love the three of you so dearly and I will always keep Rowan in my heart. I am so very sorry, my friend.


                                                         
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    I am so so sorry you are going through this. My Thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
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    I'm so sorry, t&p for you and your family
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    I am so incredibly sorry for your loss.

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    It breaks my heart hearing your loss of sweet Rowan. I am so very sorry and keeping you and your family in my prayers.

    Off BC, NTNP since June 2011

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    First BFP 9-8-2012,EDD 5-15-2013, heartbeat of 175 at 8w2d, mmc discovered on 10-26-12 (11w6d) Cytotec on 10/26/12

    8/23/13 DX with non-IR PCOS

    Second BFP 9.12.13, EDD 5.29.14, heartbeat of 114 at 6w1d, mmc discovered on 10-18-13, D&C on 10/23/13 (baby girl/Trisomy 10) 

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    Becky- there are no words. I love you <3 prayers with you and the family
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    I'm so very sorry you're going through this. My thoughts and prayers are with you.






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    I am so so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you and sending you healing and strength and love.
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    I am so very sorry for your loss. Lots of prayers your way during this most difficult time. Take good care of yourself. 
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    I'm so sorry for your loss. Many prayers for you, DH, and your families.
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    Ugh I'm so very sorry for your loss! You are in my T&Ps.
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    Incredibly sad to see this. My thoughts are with you and your family.
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    So very sorry for your loss. Thoughts and prayers to you and your family.
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    I am so sorry for your loss. 
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    My heart goes out to you and Sean. There are no words to describe all the feelings :( Love you soooo much and we're all here to support you. ♥


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    So sorry for your loss. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts.

     

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    I am so sorry for your loss! You all are in my toughts and prayers!! 
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    I am so sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine what you and your family are going through. I'll be praying for you.
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    I will be thinking of you and your family, wishing you peace and healing during this absolutely heartbreaking time. I am so so sorry for your loss. 
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