cialashelle — The Bump

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I’m 38 and having a baby. What!?!?!?!? That’s how I felt the first week lol I don’t remember being this tired with my daughter who passed at 3 days. I could sleep all day if you let me. A lot of changes so maybe just maybe some of it is emotional but I am overall happy and praying so hard my child gets to grow up. I’m grateful for the 3 days with my daughter but it was not long enough by far and swore to myself I’d never do this. Burying a child is life altering sadness and I’m not sure I could endure it again. Happy thoughts only from here on. 😊🤗❤️🤰🏻

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    I’m 38 and having a baby. What!?!?!?!? That’s how I felt the first week lol I don’t remember being this tired with my daughter who passed at 3 days. I could sleep all day if you let me. A lot of changes so maybe just maybe some of it is emotional but I am overall happy and praying so hard my child gets to grow up. I’m grateful for the 3 days with my daughter but it was not long enough by far and swore to myself I’d never do this. Burying a child is life altering sadness and I’m not sure I could endure it again. Happy thoughts only from here on. 😊🤗❤️🤰🏻
    February 24
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    Hello, I’m brand new here just like my little one. It scared the heck out of me when I found out but I’m fully embracing it now. The father didn’t want it actually was actively trying to get me to end it. So I moved from Houston to my hometown of Baltimore City to do it on my own. I’m ok with this all I know is I lost a daughter in 2005 she was 3 days old it was placenta abruption and I swore I’d never get pregnant again. But accidents happen and I’m accepting it, The universe wanted to give me a gift I am not going to refuse it or send it back like the baby’s dad was pressuring me to do, ok but here is why I joined this forum. This symptom is driving me crazy. My urine smells sooooooo strong. At first I thought, oh no I have diabetes I need to make a doctors appointment because my urine is a mix between sickening sweet smell and pungent. No uti, no sti, don’t think I’m dehydrated but I have upped the water intake, obviously I just found out so what is this symptom?
    February 22