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How to make it...

mrs.amandammmrs.amandamm member
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I just feel sick to my stomach with nerves right now... I don't know how I am going to make it through the day, let alone past today.  I have my second beta blood draw this afternoon, and I am just sick about it... I already feel like my first number was too low for how far I should be... my u/s didn't go well.... I feel like I could cry at any given moment.... waiting for the shoe to drop.

I don't know what I am looking for here, maybe just to vent.  I feel so lost.

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  • BarnStarBarnStar
    ((hugs))
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  • SpartyGirlSpartyGirl
    ((HUGS))
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  • evasmommyevasmommy

    ((hugs)) to you...

    Waiting for my 2nd beta results was the most terrifying thing ever.

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  • Gregsbride22Gregsbride22 member
    I'm so sorry, in the beginning it feels like days take weeks.  Did you say your next u/s is Friday?  Big hugs and feel free to vent here whenever, it's about one of the only things that helps!
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  • YukonCYukonC
    Just breathe! And take it one minute at a time. I think I missed your beta post...what was the first beta?
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  • mh2tmh2t
    ((hugs))
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  • mrs.amandammmrs.amandamm member

    First beta was 13864 I think I was 6w 3d, only measured 5w6d on u/s

     

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  • nellieboonellieboo
    I'm sorry you're having a tough day! I hope it goes quickly for you and you can get some good answers that everything is ok. (((Hugs))) We'll be thinking of you!
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  • cladac17cladac17
    I'm so sorry {HUGE HUGS}. 
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  • mmcrockermmcrocker
    We're here for you!  {BIG HUGS}
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  • ErinBrookeErinBrooke
    You're in my thoughts and prayers! ((Big hugs))
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  • pahokiepahokie
    No advice, just {[HUGS}}
    DD1 is 3, DD2 is 1.
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  • Bride2b2004Bride2b2004 member

    I know how you feel.  I felt the same way.  Realistically, we know that there is a chance that news could be good or bad and the anxiety of the second possibility is dreadful.  But make a decision to think positive.  Subbornly refuse to give in to the fear.  It isn't easy, but it is worth turning your thoughts away from anything negative.  "Today I am pregnant and I love my baby" should be your mantra.  The bottom line is that there is time enough grieve/worry over bad news once it is here.  For now, you are pg and your baby deserves mommy's hope and positive thoughts.

    ((hugs)).  Good Luck!!


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  • samm1983samm1983 member
    I know exactly how you feel.....FWIW that beta isn't that bad. 
    7 mm/c
    APS, hetero factor v leiden & MTHFR
    bfp #1 - 12.11.07, edd 8.14.08, mm/c 1.21.08 (10w4d)
    bfp #2 - 4.4.08, edd 12.3.08, mm/c 5.14.08 (11w)
    bfp #3 - 8.3.08, edd 4.15.09, mm/c 9.17.08 (10w)
    bfp #4 - 1.15.09, edd 9.26.09, mm/c 2.16.09 (8w2d)
    bfp #5 - 6.16.09, edd 2.25.10, mm/c 7.23.09 (9w)
    bfp #6 - 8.12.10, edd 4.27.11, mm/c 9.16.10 (8w1d)
    one more try -> bfp #7 - 2.11, our miracle baby boy arrived 10.11
    ttc again -> bfp #8 - 5.3.13, edd 1.13.14, mm/c 5.30.13 (7w3d)
    bfp #9 - 9.23.13, our miracle baby girl arrived 5.29.14

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