But I do.
I would be 10 weeks tomorrow, and had some light spotting/cramping this morning. Being the positive,optimistic person I am - I tried to remain calm and called my OB, who wanted to see me right away as I hadn' t been seen yet and my first appt. wasn't until Monday.
Needless to say it wasn't good - she did the internal sono and found a large yolk sac, but couldn't really find anything in it. And she said with me being 10 weeks, she should have been able to see something; so either the fetus didn't develop properly, or there's just nothing there. She went ahead and took my blood to see if my levels double by Thursday, but she said honestly, it wasn't looking good.
I went home and DH and I have been in bed in tears ever since. All I can do is try & convince myself that it just wasn't our time. But it SUCKS!!!!!!!
I know I'll be back some day - along with all the other women who unfortunately had to leave as well. You ladies rock. Keep on snarkin'. . . . .
Re: Wish I didn't have to. . . . (m/c mentioned)
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About me 2007: Started TTC. 2008: OB prescribed clomid, went to RE and was Dx with PCOS. 2009: IUI #1 w/follitsim and trigger = BFP. B/G Twins born at 33 weeks. 2012: TTC #3, Round 2 of Letrozole w/TI = BFP, missed m/c at 8 1/2 wks. Currently on the bench as we make plans for a new home. Anxious to start TTC #3 within the next year!
TTC#2 October 2011. June 2012 diagnosed with mild PCOS and both tubes blocked.
10/1/12 miracle BFP 11/12/12 missed m/c (9w2d), baby stopped growing at 7 weeks
1/16/13 BFP, EDD 9/27/13, m/c 1/19/13
2/12/13 BFP, EDD 10/25/13 Please stick little one
A stowaway on board!
9 angels in heaven-3 in my arms and 1 in the NICU
Mono/di twin girls: Josephine born to heaven and Evangeline born Earthside at 25w
I am so sorry to hear your news.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your DH.
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I'm so sorry for your loss.
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Im really sorry to hear that. You are in our prayers Take care
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