I just found out that I am pregnant and was not expecting at all. I am feeling sad and guilty for the mixed emotions. My husband and I knew we would have another baby but I just don’t think I was ready quite yet. We did have complications with my first baby. Heart defect and premature. Baby is now perfectly healthy but I am scared of possibly feeling triggered and anxious the entire pregnancy of something going wrong. I’m also so sad that I’m giving up all of my time and snuggles with my first baby. Trying to feel more happy but sad that this phase with my son is coming to an end soon. :( trying to feel better
Re: Baby #1 turning 1 year old this month. 5 weeks pregnant