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Unsure what to do

manniemorphinemanniemorphine member
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I have no idea what to do or how to feel. Three days ago, I went to get a ct scan done but because of my age they need a negative pregnancy test. It’s been eating at my brain since so I took a test and it’s positive. I can’t have a baby where I live. I got put out of work a couple months ago due to severe health issues and I’m waiting on disability.

I reconnected with an old flame and one thing led to another… my momma can’t know. My step grandfather can’t know. I live with both of them. My siblings and friends can’t know. I’m freaking out!! I have an 11 year old and I lost my second child to SIDS in 2018. I don’t want more kids but my stupid self never thought this would happen.

What do I do?
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Re: Unsure what to do

  • Knottie64f2b7f4f98c3103Knottie64f2b7f4f98c3103 member
    I think from the sounds of it you haven’t asked yourself what you want, you’ve been thinking about how everyone is going to react. This is a decision that you should make for yourself and not consider how others may judge or feel about it, also maybe their reaction will be different than you think. In 10 years when life looks different will you be wishing you had your little girl or boy in your life and your daughter had a sibling. Just you downloading this app shows there’s some love for this child. I’ll be praying you find everything you need.
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  • manniemorphinemanniemorphine member
    You’re really about to make me cry! I’m always thinking about how everyone else will take it and react. It’s so hard otherwise. I definitely need the prayers. In church this morning, it was all about not being afraid and having trust. Maybe that’s what I really need.
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  • Knottie64f2b7f4f98c3103Knottie64f2b7f4f98c3103 member
    Yes keep your faith you are strong and can get through the hard times! Children are hard but they are also life’s greatest blessing and maybe this child was sent to you because he/she is exactly what your family needs. 
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