This is a thread to connect Moms who are thinking of planning a homebirth/birth center birth or an unmedicated hospital birth.
I thought maybe we would make this a monthly thread so people could update as they research/refine their plans.
What type of birth are you hoping to have?
What worries/fears are you dealing with and what are you doing to cope?
If you're a STM+ what type(s) of births did you have?
Have you found any good resources/books on unmedicated birth?
Any questions?
Re: homebirth/birthcenter/unmedicated birth - august
Maybe at some point we can do a birth story thread? I won't go into too many details, but with my first I barely made it to the hospital - I was fully dilated when I arrived and he was born 30 minutes later. I went through transition in the car on the way down, for a grand total of 3.5 hours from first contraction to baby in arms. I wanted an unmedicated birth, and got it, but it was a pretty wild/out of control experience. I also hemorrhaged and had a partial 3rd degree tear due to the speed of delivery.
My second I was soooooo anxious that we wouldn't make it to the hospital and was starting to think about a 39 week induction, when I developed high blood pressure and I wound up deciding to opt for an induction at 38+4. I was already 3cm dilated, so I asked the MW to break my water (the only intervention), I went into labor a couple of hours later and baby arrived 2.5 hours from when contractions got regular. Also unmedicated, this time with a smaller tear.
I am hoping for another unmedicated birth similar to the others. I would really love to go into labor on my own again, but still have the same anxiety about not making it to the hospital. I am also pretty worried about my blood pressure and needing to induce again, and having it not go as well as it did last time. I have been trying to eat really well and exercise to help my BP stay low, but first trimester isn't making that easy 😅
Things that I am hoping for from this birth - for both the other births I delivered on my back/sitting up. I was offered other positions, but with a fast/precipitous birth everything is so intense/back to back, I didn't feel like I would capable of moving/changing positions. I would like to try pushing on hands and knees or squatting. I also felt like the pushing stage was rushed - I would like to wait for the fetal ejection reflex, or just push a bit slower and try harder not to tear.
Favorite book overall - Penny Simkin's The Birth Partner, great for partners and birthing people alike.
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Ideally, a homebirth.
What worries/fears are you dealing with and what are you doing to cope?
No real fears or worries.
If you're a STM+ what type(s) of births did you have?
I've had a breech cesarean in active labor, an unmedicated hospital birth, and a homebirth.
Have you found any good resources/books on unmedicated birth?
I recommend Spiritual Midwifery and A Guide to Childbirth by Ina May Gaskin.
Home water birth
What worries/fears are you dealing with and what are you doing to cope?
Nothing really right now
If you're a STM+ what type(s) of births did you have?
I've had all 4 of my kids at home so far. Planning on the same unless I risk out for some reason. Had the last 3 as water births, so I'd like that again.
Have you found any good resources/books on unmedicated birth?
Nothing in particular. Did a birth class with my midwife's assistant the first time that was very helpful. I like to read other people's birth stories and see what was helpful to them.
A healthy one that ends with a baby lol.
In all seriousness and partially answering the second question - my first child I labored for 25+ hours after going 8 days late. Went into the hospital 5 cm dilated after laboring at home for 5ish hours with contractions 5 minutes apart and then opted for an epidural. Which failed. As did the next one. As did the third one. So I ended up with a (largely) unmedicated birth and long labor that had a sunny side up delivery of an 8lb 10 oz large headed child. 2nd degree tear which wasn't bad but felt like I had had my wisdom teeth removed from my vagina for like, a couple of weeks.
I've switched providers to a midwife group that exclusively delivers at a hospital where they also have midwives on call that you can request which I will since I imagine they'll be good at natural pain management. They also have gas/air at this hospital which I'd use.
If you're a STM+ what type(s) of births did you have? See above.
Have you found any good resources/books on unmedicated birth? In the pandemic I did the Birth Hour Know Your Options course which was solid.
Any questions? Is it worth considering the epidural again? Part of me thinks no but part of me is like MAN that was a long and trying day and maybe the hospital I was at just had 2 inept anesthesiologists and it would work and isn't my anatomy like they thought it was.
What type of birth are you hoping to have? Home hoping for a VBA2C but a happy healthy baby at the end is all that matters. Still considering a homebirth, a birth center isn’t an option here if you’ve already had a C-section. If I stick with my ob and go with a hospital birth I’m going to a different hospital than my sons were born in.
What worries/fears are you dealing with and what are you doing to cope? I am worried about being pushed into another C-section/bullied by the hospital staff as I was with both my boys.
If you're a STM+ what type(s) of births did you have? DS1 was an unplanned C-section after 36 hours of labor. I was started in Pitocin 12 hours in for failure to progress, I made it about 12 hours on that before asking for an epidural. My contractions were coming so quickly at that time the nurse thought it was pushing time only to set the room up, check me and only be 3 cm😐. I pushed for 4 hours while being told repeatedly by the nurses I wasn’t trying hard enough. With DS2 I was a homebirth transfer after 30 hours because of meconium in the waters. My son was posterior and I was feeling FER but had a cervical lip that I tried for a couple hours to push him around. It was a whole mess. When we transferred to the hospital I was assigned whatever hospitalist was on call and he basically told me over and over just to have a C-section before I killed my son being stubborn. Had the C-section at 34 hours in.
Have you found any good resources/books on unmedicated birth? I took a local birth class at a natural parenting store nearby before my second was born that was really
helpful.
Any questions? None at the moment.
What worries/fears are you dealing with and what are you doing to cope? Only worry is risking out of homebirth. Meditating and visualizing, both of which helped me immensely my last pregnancy as well.
If you're a STM+ what type(s) of births did you have? First was a hospital epidural birth- was okay. Didn’t go in until I was “9.5cm” per the admitting nurse. Immediately got epidural- was completely numb. Sat for 4 hours and got super swollen which led to a lot of tearing with delivery.
Went through a whole lifestyle change in the 4 years between my first and second babies. Knew I wanted something different. Wanted to experience physiologic birth and dove into all the research on why the outcomes for no-to-low-intervention birth are so much better for both baby and mom. Still delivered in a hospital for financial reasons. Homebirth is not legal or covered in the state I live in. Had a 3.5hr labor and delivered my baby in 4 contractions an hour after getting to the hospital. Had the most amazing care team at the hospital- all people I had never met before but were 100% on board with everything I wanted. It was an intense and fast labor and honestly the most empowering experience of my life.
Have you found any good resources/books on unmedicated birth?
Oh boy, so many. I am not a big reader, podcasts and blogs/instagram are more my thing.
Podcasts:
Birthing Instincts with Dr. Stu and Blyss
The Birth Hour
Evidence Based Birth with Rebecca Dekker
Instagram accounts:
Tranquility by Hehe
Evidence Based Birth
The Naked Birth Coach
Bad Ass Mother Birther
Built to Birth (she has great *free* youtube videos and meditations as well)
For birth education we did an in person Hypnobirthing course before our 2nd birth and I liked it. I feel like a lot of the information I had already learned through my own research but I enjoyed the Rainbow Relaxation and Affirmation tracks. Listened to them daily in pregnancy and for almost my entire labor. The visualization techniques and self-hypnosis were great coping techniques during labor.
Any questions?
Anyone else feeling so excited for birth? Truly can’t wait.
What worries/fears are you dealing with and what are you doing to cope? Since this is my first, I only know what to expect from the online classes and readings I've done so far. Concerned it will be way worse that I expect and I won't be able to cope without meds. Contemplating enlisting the help of a doula to boost my confidence and help with positions and other coping mechanisms. And take some of the pressure off of DH, who I will otherwise rely on quite heavily.
I did do an in person hypnobirthing course and relied on a lot of the coping skills I learned. The different breathing approaches for the different stages of labor were also helpful.
What type of birth are you hoping to have? FTM hoping for an unmedicated hospital birth with a doula. We are taking Bradley classes starting in December and I just hope everything goes to plan! I would love to progress at home and limit our time in the hospital to as little as possible.
What worries/fears are you dealing with and what are you doing to cope? My worries are risking out, being induced, and the snowball of interventions that usually come thereafter. I believe in the power of our bodies, and staying in tune with what it needs throughout the process of birth.
If you're a STM+ what type(s) of births did you have?
Have you found any good resources/books on unmedicated birth? Our doula is amazing and I'm so thankful to have found her, she is also our Bradley teacher.
Like @night_nurse I'm a big podcast listener, so I love
-Pregnancy & Birth Made Easy
-Evidence Based Birth
-Birth Story Podcast
-The Birth Hour
Books
-No One Told Me About That by Ginger Breedlove
-Emily Oster's books
-Ina May Gaskin
I have some others on order, will report back lol
Any questions?
For moms who already went natural, what did you find most helpful as distraction tools? I've started a playlist, plan to have my doula bring aroma therapy and battery powered lights for a dim light setting. What did you find helpful to help you relax most?
I really tapped in to my breathing and personal affirmations for my last birth. Lots and lots of trust and release mantras I’d repeat to myself, in my head. I had a constant flow of inner dialogue and things I would sometimes repeat out loud to myself.
”I trust my body and my baby”
”my baby is getting closer to being here”
”my body is working hard to bring my baby here”
”my baby is working hard to get here”
“Im working with my body to bring my baby to me.”
”each wave brings my baby closer to me.”
and during transition is was mostly “this has to happen, I allow this to happen.”
I think giving your partner explicit phrases to coach you with is a good idea too. Instead of “you got this” - maybe try “you’re doing it, you’re working so hard.you’re bringing our baby to us”
Was anyone able to go farther than 39weeks with a gd diagnosis? I'm just looking for positive stories because I'm feeling pretty down.
I am sorry you are getting hit with all this at once. My suggestion is to visit with your provider and ask what happens if you decline.
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PCOS (myo-inositol, excercize)
Indeterminant levels of APS IgM antibodies (baby aspirin)
Sub-septate uterus (hysteroscopic septoplasty 12/18/15)
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