Hi everyone. So I am going to to be ten weeks on Tuesday. This is my first pregnancy, first baby, first everything!! My fiance already has kids though...two girls and a boy (girls are five and boy is eight). We have them every other weekend. They are a lot of fun and I care for them...don't get me wrong. But I.am becoming veryyyyyyy emotional and sad about it.
I feel like this is such a special.New time for me and I feel sad that my fiance has already experienced it with someone else. I feel like we don't get to.have any firsts TOGETHER with this pregnancy because he has already had them with someone else. It just makes me feel so jealous and upset and.....urrrrrrgh. does anyone else know what I am talking about??? It's really got me down and I could reallllllllllly use someone to talk to.
I am driving myself nuts
Re: first time mom with step kids??? help!!!!!
I just wonder if there's anyone else out there who's feeling this way? Or am I crazy? Lol
What I am struggling with today is that my daughter's biological mother HATES me, which is fine. BUT when my daughter adores me and we have such a strong relationship and days like Mother's Day come...I get no respect of a simple phone call or so much as a peep from my daughter. I know she asks to talk to me because she a very thoughtful and caring little girl. Her mother uses it as a power thing and tries to hurt me but she's really hurting our daughter. And yes I refer to my step daughter as my daughter never my step daughter. She's mostly with us anyway... Any advise
These are all firsts for you together as a couple. You will navigate this road together and it will be special. So many things chance over several years and I imagine he would still want to have all those experiences with you. You are his partner, you are in love and this experience is new for you both. I know the hormones make it hard, but I think if you decide to make it an experience together you will find it can be just as magical and exciting as you hope for.
This is my DH first child and we are going through all the steps together and I can't wait to go through all the milestones again, with someone I love.
My mom had two bio kids and raised so many foster kids I've lost count. Children and parenthood have nothing to do with blood and birth. She loves us all the same. She gave a friend of mine in a situation similar to yours some great advice. It's just a day, you can celebrate a holiday any day you want. If she can't be there on Easter Sunday, then you celebrate on Tuesday because what matters is that she is with you. I'm blessed with a truly wise mother. She once left the Christmas tree up until February so one of my Foster bros in the marines could celebrate with us. Don't let her bio moms pettiness bother you. Celebrate when she is with you, the love will carry over when she's not there.
U know....I wonder if it will get bette with time. We oonly just started getting the kids in December. Before that I had met them only once (in the three yrs fiance and I.have been together) and he only got supervised visitation. The reason is that the ex is crazy and a #$&_@ and it was a loonnng battle in court!!!
So I haven't really been around them much yet. Do you guys think as time goes on the kids and I will become closer and things will be better and maybe some of the jealous type feelings will go away once I feel more like we are all a family. I hope so becAuse I desperately want thins and will do whatever I can to make it happen!!!
So true what you said about how ykou have done things w other guys that you have done w your fiance but it wasn't the same. I thought I loved other men before I met my honey but now everything before him seems....I don't know....just not even on the same wavelength!!!
He and I are together now and we are in love and we are forever!!! His ex is not a part of our family and isn't someone I even need to think about. It's us and the kids and our baby now and we are a family and that all that matters.
And like the serenity prayer says "God grant me the serenity to ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE, courage to change the things I can and wisdom to know the difference
Everyone has a past. What matters is the present and the future and that is where we need to keep our eyes
Thank you so much for your post....I really needed it.