June 2023 Moms

Randoms 12/12

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Re: Randoms 12/12

  • pttomatopttomato member
    edited December 2022
    I finally had my first prenatal appointment at 12 weeks and one of the first things the doctor said during the ultrasound was “wow, they are really active in there.” Which is kind of scary because they said that all the time about my first kid and she is a lot and hated sleep as a baby. 

    Of course because I had an appointment today, DD stayed home from school sick and DS wouldn’t go into his preschool. 😑 Fortunately DH was able to work from home this morning so I didn’t have to cancel it. 
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  • @pttomato ahhh I bet that's nervewracking. Neither of my children have ever been huge fans of sleeping haha (and I have struggled with insomnia since I was <10 so they probably get it from me). I feel lucky I've always been the type of person who can operate on very little sleep, but definitely feel for those who can't (or simply don't want to). Fingers crossed it doesn't mean anything! Mom having something to do also guarantees a child will be sick or something will come up. 

    We started Christmas shopping early this year and I felt really ahead of the game and on top it. Well, I guess I let that go to my head and lost my momentum. Realized I've really only bought gifts for DH and the boys and now Christmas is less than 2 weeks away 😱 officially NOT on top of things anymore.
  • I'm also really behind on Christmas gifts. Thought I had been doing really well and realized I barely got anything for our son. I haven't gotten much of anything for anyone else either. I suck this year. We only just put up our tree 2 days ago. 
  • @hitcj4687 if it makes you feel better, we bought a Halloween baking kit and just made it tonight 
  • Does anyone else ride a Peloton bike during pregnancy? My ability to exercise for my usual periods has already gone down, so changes are already happening. I’m just wondering what to expect and how to expect to have to adjust my settings as my bump grows. Thanks!
  • @pttomato I read somewhere that there's a correlation between extremely active babies in utero and being extremely sensitive once they're born and fussy a lot and dang it was true for us, my son was crazy active constantly, he's an awesome sleeper but still sensitive, his witching hour nearly unalived me on several occasions, I'm so glad he outgrew it. 

    Also my appointment today went well but I didn't end up getting an ultrasound because the midwife had another appointment waiting. Now I feel really sad at the prospect of having to wait another month for a scan. At least she got the heartbeat on the Doppler immediately and she was the same midwife who was there for my son's birth so it was so nice to catch up! The heartbeat was 140 so idkkkk lol. It's not as low as my son's and not as high as my daughter's so I have zero clarity haha. 
    I got blood drawn for my AFP screening and declined getting repeat NIPT bloodwork done, I'll just wait for the anatomy scan. 
  • @kalesix3 bummer! I didn't end up getting the ultrasound I wanted last appt either. Because I was also seeing the backup midwife, who delivered DS2! So funny. My baby's HR was also 140s. DS1s HR was I think 160s at this point and DS2s was 140s. My midwife said that HR this early on isn't a real predictor of gender, but later on in pregnancy/3rd tri, it actually is!


    Y'all, I really thought that I didn't care one way or the other about the sex of this baby, but as time goes on I think I do. I want another boy 😬 I think it's because in my head, the only way I can picture this baby is by using my memories of the boys as newborns, and I've become really attached to getting another round of those sweet memories. And I know it would all be the same with a girl... but I really want another son. I'm afraid I'll be disappointed for a bit if the baby is a girl. I find myself not even looking at girl name lists for new ideas to add to my going-on 7 year old list since naming DS1. I haven't experienced any sort of gender anxiety or disappointment before and it's really hard.
  • @thescarletmom Our pumpkins we got to carve for Halloween are still sitting in the garage 😆 I'm totally feeling you on the gender preference too except I want this baby to be a girl! I'd just really love for DD to get to experience having a sister because my sister and I are so close. I feel so terrible and guilty for having such a strong preference when I know I'd love a little boy just as much and so would DD who has a pretty great relationship with DS (who has said he just wants another little sibling and doesn't care too much if it's a boy or girl -- so maybe that plays into it because DD has been clear about preferring a sister) but I just can't help wanting a sister for her!
  • @potato3000 DS1 really wants a sister 😬😂 and my husband has always wanted a daughter just in general. I think the biggest factor for me is that I feel... more confident maybe? As a boy mom? Like if this baby is a boy, been there done that, I've already got two! But a daughter feels like uncharted territory and I'm ill-equipped somehow. I feel awful about it too, and I know that of course there's no real practical difference between a son or daughter. Our sons have dance skirts and play with dolls and shopkins the same they do with cars and magnatiles. A daughter won't be any more different than our sons are from each other. But I picture a new baby and I see one that looks just like our boys, wearing some of my favorites of their tiny clothes, and the special bond that I have with my mama's boys...and I just want more of it. Ugh. A daughter would be a gift all the same, but right now I'm hoping for a sweet baby boy. 
  • @thescarletmom I've never heard that about only paying attention to the fhr in the third trimester but I absolutely love that and I have something to look forward to now! I didn't hear my son's heartbeat from 12 weeks to 20 because I changed providers but at 20 weeks it was in the 130s and stayed there the entire time that I remember so it's possible 140 isn't that accurate. I feel like I'm getting obsessive lol. I love the speculation and the anticipation of if I'm right or wrong but I actually don't want to know as much as I talk about it lol. I'm crazy. 
    I want another boy and and girl so much I wish it was twins because there's so much good about both and people will be insufferable to me regardless of what it is lol 😂 

    On another random topic my partner got legitimately mad at me for telling my friends about the baby before his parents. I'm baffled by his reaction. We always tell our friends first, always, we also tell his parents later, I don't want them to know until at least the anatomy scan and the later the better. I always ask if we can keep the news to ourselves and he always tells me no so we compromise and just tell them later. Last time we told them two months before he was born. I figured we'd do the same thing this time. But he never brought up wanting to do something different and now he's actually mad at me for not telling them now? Make it make some sense. 
    He also knows things are super bad between them and me after the visit in October.. why did he suddenly think I was going to announce to them before my supportive friends who don't treat me like trash? Not to mention none of my friends have ever met his parents, so there's no way they'll tell them before we do so what's the issue?
  • @kalesix3 yeah, I guess the old wives tale is true, just for the wrong time frame! Girls do consistently have higher HRs in the third tri, though I didn't ask what specifically the trends/numbers looked like. Even though we will find out before the birth, I do also really enjoy the first half of guessing and anticipation and what thoughts or feelings end up being right and wrong! People are definitely insufferable regardless of what sex the baby is 😂 I almost for your sake hope you're having a girl if you don't plan to have anymore babies after this, because I can't imagine how infuriating it would be to field the "are you going to try for a girl" questions when they can only see your two boys, not knowing you DO have a daughter. Obviously I'm not shy about how much I hate the "trying for a girl" questions haha. 

    Okay that super sucks about your partner. Both of our parents haven't been the first to know with any of our pregnancies, and it's not even because of any positive or negative relationship. We've just always waited a bit and told friends sooner. If somebody was/is shitty to me, I'm not sharing my pregnancy with them willingly. As the one in my relationship who has tried to maintain ties with relatives even when they're not great (whereas my husband stopped seeing his mom at 14), I get not wanting to completely leave them out of the announcement. And I even get shifting feelings about decisions and regretting them, etc. He's allowed to feel that way, but he's not allowed to blame you for a conversation he never had with you. You're not a mind reader and clearly you made the effort to have a conversation about your desires. Hopefully he can sort out his feelings without placing blame on anyone (you) and have a conversation if his desires have shifted.
  • @kalesix3 that sounds super frustrating with your partner. From what you've said about your relationship with his parents and how to they have treated you - you chosing to tell supportive friends seems totally understandable. 

    I finally heard baby's heartbeat today! My midwife had to change our appointment yesterday to a phone appointment because she was worried she was getting sick. While I appreciate the caution, I was still so bummed. But I was able to run into the birth center this morning and another midwife got the heartbeat on the doppler right away! It was super strong and we could tell he was moving around a lot. I feel so at ease right now. And now to send the awkward email to my boss letting her know about my (completely unplanned) pregnancy 🤣
  • @thescarletmom I want a bunch more after this but it took me so long to conceive this one and neither fertility specialist ever found anything wrong with me so the consensus is my fertility is dying at 29 🤦🏻‍♀️ I don't know how many more I'll be able to have realistically. But you're right people will be so cruel and insufferable with the girl comments. The more time goes by I'm just really leaning into being comfortable enough with conflict to ask them why they're trying to use my uterus to live their stupid American family fantasy vicariously through me because that's what it is lol, especially my in laws. But at the end of the day people will always have something rude to say regardless so the most important thing is I'm happy and I am. I wish people in general had less opinions 😆 
    Yeah that's how I feel, be upset that your parents are terrible and you don't even want to tell them early on, but don't judge me for getting supported by people who consistently show up to give a shit about me. Also mad props to your husband, I feel like I don't hear those stories enough but I know the bravery it takes to grapple with having to walk away and go no contact with a parent figure. 

    @sunny_native14 yay that's amazing!! It never gets old hearing your baby's heartbeat for the first time! So glad it was strong and healthy! 
    Thank you yes I thought it was super reasonable too to tell people I've always told with no issues! not sure what he's thinking, he's fine now and hasn't brought it up again 🥴 
  • It’s annoying how they push the basic info sessions for things on my 3rd pregnancy. I’ve had GD twice before, I even did all my own insulin dose changes myself last time, I already know the basics. I just want to talk to someone about where my blood sugars are now and at what point they will want to start insulin. I don’t need to sit through the “what is a carbohydrate?” presentation.
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  • @sunny_native14 yay for hearing baby! I had to reschedule my 12w appt for a week later because of illness and it sucks 🥺 I'm glad you got a strong heartbeat from baby boy!

    @kalesix3 ugh, that's so terrible. In an ideal world, I'd have way more kids, probably 4 or 5? But DH was raised essentially as an only child (he didn't grow up living with any of them after he was around 3) and is very done after this baby. And my endometriosis is a huge hurdle for me actually staying pregnant regardless of what I want. *TW* Each subsequent loss I had was earlier and earlier. There's nothing that breaks my heart more than infertility, so in a sense I think I'm probably lucky that DH being done means we won't have to suffer through more losses. My aunt has endo and she was never able to carry to term when she started trying in her late 20s, so my fear is that would be my fate as well. And I hate feeling like someone is trying to project their weird ideals of what family they wanted or had.
  • @pttomato that sounds incredibly annoying and demeaning. Clearly you know what's going on and what you're talking about, and just need to make a specific plan with your provider 🙄
  • @pttomato that would make me so ragey! Ugh I hope you can make yourself heard. 

    @thescarletmom oh I remember you talking about your endometriosis before now, that's so heartbreaking but that is a good silver lining. I'm not there yet but I imagine it would be a relief to be done and move onto the next chapter and not have to think about loss anymore. My partner has never said when he's done, he's always just told me my body my choice and he supports me, he was an adopted only child but he misses having siblings and he thinks his parents did him a huge disservice. 
  • To chime in on the people commenting on your baby's gender, at the store today, one of the workers there commented about all my cupcake making supplies. I told her it's for me and my son and that this pregnancy has made me crave sweets so we were going to bake together. Mentioned I may want to be done after this second and she said, "unless it's a boy" and I was like "he is a boy. And I dont care about "needing" a girl". The idea of a third isn't totally off putting to me, but financially I don't know if it'll be the right move and I also don't know if I want to more in general. But I don't need to have a daughter to complete our family and it's just not anyone's business anyways 🙄 

    @kalesix3 I agree with all that was said, I hope he can sort out those emotions with you and be vocal beforehand next time if he feels there's an issue!
  • @pttomato I feel you! My OB’s office required me to watch a half hour video on pregnancy basics. Like this isn’t my fourth viable pregnancy…
  • @kalesix3 my husband is always like "it wasn't so bad growing up without any siblings, I don't think being an only child is that big of a deal" but then will tell me stories about how terribly lonely he was as a child. He had this big beautiful imagination and he had ADHD, so he always wanted something to do or wanted his dad to play games with him, and after a few turns of monopoly his dad would say "would don't you take my turn for me" and it would take him a while to realize he was playing all by himself 🥺 not in the same conversation of course, but I'm always like, suuuuure your childhood was fantastic without any built-in friends. And of course I grew up with 6 siblings and I have never had a drop of interest in raising an only child. I'm sure there's plenty of only children who never feel like they missed out because they had wonderful involved parents/adults in their lives but my husband did not. 
    I won't say that it doesn't sting a bit as well, to feel forced to be done before my heart is ready, but there is definitely some relief to knowing I won't be putting myself through that. 

    @hitcj4687 OH my god, I hate that so much. I had a ton of similar experiences last time. We found out way early with DS2 that we were having a boy (like 8 wks) and I was so excited. Literally everybody on planet earth is like "guess you'll have to try for a third!" Excuse me? Loved asking them why with a very blank expression.

  • I had a dream last night that I had a girl… our nipt said boy… now I’m like omg what if the test was wrong! Stupid pregnancy dreams! 
  • @francesgs I may be wrong, but I don't think the NIPT can make mistakes on the sex? I think it's pretty straightforward as far as I'm aware. But that is so nervewracking, I totally get it! I had a dream that my baby was a different sex than we thought two weeks before he was born and lo and behold I was RIGHT! But I didn't have blood work just an ultrasound. 
  • Yeah I’m sure it’s right but now that dream is going to mess with my mind until he comes haha 
  • I told my husband the other day if we get girl at the ultrasound, I won't believe it until the baby is born 😂 the mind games are the worst
  • @francesgs I always heard that you dream the opposite of what your baby is but for me and a bunch of others it's the opposite but it's definitely possible to dream the opposite of what you're having! I know sneak peek can be wrong and NIPT can have false positives but I don't think on chromosomes? 
    I know how you feel though because I just had another girl dream and now I don't know anything lol. 

    @thescarletmom yeah same, I admire parents who are eone and done, but I can't imagine raising an only child by choice personally because I have 9 siblings and growing up we were each other's whole world and I always feel so sad that my partner never got that. The inside jokes or how you and your sibling can silently be on the same wave length at any given time, or all the memories. I made my peace with Benedict maybe being an only child but I would always be sad for him. 
    My partner had a decent enough relationship with his parents but it's not the same as a sibling. 
    Not that a condone having 10 children because I don't, but I wish my partner had a sibling at all. 

    @hitcj4687 those comments make me so mad. I truly can't believe sometimes how normalized it is for random strangers to have opinions on other people's family size or what sex children people have. Then I think about how my in laws won't shut up with the stupid remarks and how I don't rake them over the coals for those comments and I'm like oh it's the politeness conundrum that lets people believe running their mouth is appropriate. 
    Ugh. I'm sorry. Your family is beautiful and everyone else can shove it. 
  • @kalesix3 congrats on the thyroid!! I've been having my levels checked regularly and so far so good! I do not have a thyroid, but my meds are doing their job.  

    I have a younger brother that I mainly grew up with, my little sister was born when I was 11 and I met my older sister when I was 24. But my brother and I really leaned on each other through childhood and I couldn't have imagined going through it without him. I always think at least one sibling is nice but my older son has been an only child the last 7 years and we are very involved and hands on with him. Family dynamics are always different and I always thought siblings were a necessary part of life, but I look at my son who is never lonely or bored and I realize for some people being an only child isn't too bad! And for others it's soo lonely! I am however so grateful to be able to add a brother for Reese. 
  • Omg! Also.... I had my blood drawn today and never in my damn life have I had my blood drawn soooo aggressively!! I should attach a picture of what my arm looks like but not everyone would appreciate that lol. This nurse literally stabbed me with the needle instead of nicely inserting it. I've never experienced anything like it. It hurt terribly and I'm no rookie at getting my blood drawn. I never mind, but this was extremely painful and like I said, she really hurt me! 
  • @kalesix3 me and my younger siblings are so so tight. I wouldn't say we're close per se, I don't talk to them weekly. But I would drop anything for either of them in a moments notice. *TW* When my little sister was a freshman in college, she went to school 4.5 hours away from home and was in the dorms. One night, DH and I (only dating then) had just crawled into bed at his house around midnight-1am ish. We had not even fallen asleep yet when she called. I picked up and she told me she was suicidal, something had happened to her and she needed me to please come get her, because our mom wasn't answering the phone. DH (bless him) drove us down to get her in the middle of the night, we packed her things in our car and got back home after 9 in the morning. I was late to work (my manager knew the situation and was covering for me) and it was the most sleep deprived I think I've ever been. And I would in a single second do it all again, even if she just said she was homesick. *End TW* Not to mention of course, the inside jokes, the knowing looks, the people who know every childhood story you do. Its one of the greatest gifts of my life to have my siblings and I hope my children get the same thing out of their relationships with each other. I feared Jasper would be an only child after having 5 pregnancies and only 1 birth, and I had started to make peace with the idea that 2 kids was it for us when this little babe decided they were going to stick around.
    Yaaaay for your thyroid news 🥳

    @hitcj4687 you're absolutely right, it's totally personal to every family! And there's no way to know how any one kid will view their experience as adults. Plenty of people are estranged from their siblings, so that bond isnt guaranteed. My brother and his wife instantly changed their mind on more kids after their son was born (he's military - if it were me, I also dont think i could handle raising more kids with a spouse who isnt around 6 months at a time) and I don't get the impression my nephew wishes he had a sibling or is missing out on attention at all! 
  • Y'all my husband just told me that despite the fact that he explicitly asked me for a list of Christmas ideas, he bought me ONLY three totally random stocking stuffer items and nothing from my list. I will have nothing under the tree. I literally agonized over what to buy him and went out of my way to think of things that would be useful in his daily life. I feel pretty hurt that I've spent all this time planning for what to get him and our kids and even his freaking aunt and cousin but nobody thinks of me at all.
  • @thescarletmom oh no, I hope that's not what happens and you're not forgotten about on Christmas. I feel so bad for you. Can you have a talk with your DH about how you're feeling and how much you'd appreciate the same effort in return for all the time and love you put into your gifts for him? Would he listen? I hope you can get through to him. You're carrying his children, raising them and spending countless hours unpaid on everyone around you, you deserve to be remembered and cared about on Christmas it should be non negotiable. 

    @hitcj4687 that's horrible, omg I'm so sorry. Can you speak to someone about how you were treated? That nurse sounds awful. Ugh. 
    I'm so glad your levels look so amazing and your meds are working exactly how they need to be, that's a relief, thyroid issues sin pregnancy are nerve wracking enough so it's good everything is stable. 
  • Oh my gosh you all, I do a ton of belly mapping so I can feel my uterus really easily because I have a bunch of practice from my last two pregnancies, and tonight I was laying down with my hands on my belly about to roll over and go to sleep when I actually felt baby move! From the outside! It wasn't very strong but it was unmistakable! I'm so happy and of course crying because I missed this so much! Hello little baby 🥺
  • @thescarletmom that is so hurtful and disappointing and is simply unfair. I hope you can discuss with him how this makes you feel. I can only imagine how incredibly frustrating this is, but more so just hurtful! I would feel the same way. I really hope you can explain your feelings on this and that he will see you and hear you and make things right before Christmas. 

    @kalesix3 AMAZING! I cannot wait for those outside kicks!! What a perfect way to end your night! 
  • same as @hitcj4687 I really hope he mends things before Christmas. There's still plenty of time! 

    And thank you, it was amazing! Of course now I'm just going to be waiting for it to happen again 🥴 
  • First true baby craving: a chicken sandwich! Usually I want one, but this was “be late to a meeting because otherwise I might die!” craving hahaha
  • @monkey_mcfee omg now I want one too 🤤🤤
  • Still no results from my NIPT. I’m struggling over here
  • @cassafrass Have you called your Dr’s office? My online portal for the test never said the results were ready but my dr had them. It actually just emailed me a few days ago saying my results were ready and I’ve had them from my dr for a couple weeks now. 
  • @francesgs I haven’t yet. In their defense it’s only been a week lol.!if I don’t get them by Friday I’ll be calling though 
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