TTCAL w/o 9.19.22

Re: TTCAL w/o 9.19.22

• bearmomma1 member

  September 2022

  Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. Unexplained preterm labor/infant loss Sept/Nov 2020, MC Jan 2022
  
  Status: in my TWW of our final IUI cycle.
  
  How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with and/or what is going well? My son's birthday is on Sunday and I'm starting to struggle with that date approaching. Last year we had all our family over and had a 'party' for him. This year I'm not sure what we have planned.
  
  Any testing coming up/any recent results: I'm planning on taking a PG test next Sunday, on our son's bday. So I guess I'm either going to be sad as heck or I'll be focusing on a glimmer of hope.
  
  Questions? nope
  
  GTKY: A genie grants you the ability to have infinite amounts of one item. What is it? Money? lol is that not an appropriate answer?
  

  TTC History:

  Me: 36 H: 40 Married 2015. Together since 2010.
  TTC: Sept 2016-Oct 2017
  BFP Oct 2017. DD born July 2018.
  TTC: March 2020. BFP March 2020
  Due date was Nov 2020
  DS born Sept 2020. DS passed away Nov 2020 due to prematurity and birth trauma.
  TTC: March 2021
  IUI #1 Nov 2021, BFN
  IUI #2 Dec 2021 BFP.  MC Jan 2022
  IUI #3 Aug 2022 BFN
  IUI #4 Sept 2022 BFN
  AMH test came back at .081. Was going to move on to IVF with DE, but have decided not to. Will be leaving it up to the universe now.
  

  
  
  

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• anniemarie887 member

  September 2022

  Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. CP - Sept '21, MMC - Jan '22, the never ending MC - March '22
  
  Status: benched 
  
  How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with and/or what is going well? not well as of the last 36 hours, just in a really foul mood and being quite unpleasant to be around tbh. 
  
  Any testing coming up/any recent results: endometrial biopsy on 9/26
  
  Questions? NATM
  
  GTKY: A genie grants you the ability to have infinite amounts of one item. What is it? TIME
  
  @bearmomma1 i am sending you a big hug, i'm sorry for the hard birthday coming up

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• maggiemadeit member

  September 2022

  @bearmomma1 I’m so sorry you have a difficult anniversary coming. I hope you can find a way to remember and celebrate him that brings you peace. I’ll be thinking of you this weekend. 

  
  

  @anniemarie887 I’m sorry you haven’t been feeling your best self recently. I hope it passes quickly. Fingers crossed for your biopsy next week!

  
  

  Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: Spontaneous loss at 6 weeks in Aug 2021, MMC and D&C at 12 weeks in Feb 2022
  
  Status: Technically TWW, but really I’m still in the preconception zone
  
  How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with and/or what is going well? I had been feeling better than I have in months (thank you therapy!) and now I am getting anxiety thinking about TTC again. I don’t want it to feel stressful, but it is inherently stressful, with 40 breathing down my neck and the chance of a third loss being quite high. I started the egg quality supplements, and we have decided to give ourselves a little time for those to do their magic, and for me to get my mind right. 
  
  Any testing coming up/any recent results? I have an appointment with my OBGYN in early November to make a game plan. 
  
  Questions? None today
  
  GTKY: A genie grants you the ability to have infinite amounts of one item. What is it? Patience 
  

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