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Why My Pregnant Self Is Crying - November

inthewoods23inthewoods23 member
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What's got you in tears this month?


Over the last week I've had waves of overwhelmed happiness/emotion. I didn't get myself to full on cry, but I definitely watch a couple pregnancy announcement compilations today because I wanted to feel some feels :D
*TW* History
TTC #1 since 7.2017
Dx: low morph (1%), ANA positive, low decidualization score, high TSH and testosterone, histone antibodies

IUI #1-3 | all BFN
IVF #1 | 6.11.19 | 24R, 17M, 15F, 6B, PGT-A tested - 5 normal, 3 girls & 2 boys
FET #1 | 9.10.19 | BFN "I know you, but we've never met. I'm with you, but I don't know your name"
RPL, Receptiva, & ERA testing | all normal/negative, recommended going on gluten and dairy free diet for next FET
FET #2 | 3.31.20 | Opted to cancelled due to pandemic, continued diet and tried naturally over the summer
2nd Opinion with another RE | 8.20.20 | Not immune to measles (received 1 dose); SA results similar to 2 years ago; decided to move forward with FET #2 redo at start of next cycle
Surprise natural BFP! | 9.22.20 | MC 10.23.20 at 8 weeks
TTCAL naturally | starting 11.22.20

Initial consultation with Reproductive Immunologist | 9.14.21
Decidualization score biopsy | 10.1.21 | abnormal - low score of 1; endometrial scratch recommended and progesterone supplementation
Saline sono | 10.15.21 | normal
Bloodwork | 10.21.21 | high TSH, high testosterone, positive for anti-nuclear antibodies and histone antibodies, high protein S, multiple genetic mutations
BFP! | 11.3.21 | EDD 7.14.22 B) | biopsy provided same effect as endometrial scratch; added supplemental progesterone and estrogen, prednisone, levothyroxine, and MTX Support to maintain pregnancy
DS born 7.19.22 after induction


TTC #2 begins 6.2023
Consultation with RI | 6.6.23
Saline sono, endometritis biopsy, skin & eye check | all normal
Labs | high TSH, Factor XIII mutation, high %CD56
Follow up | 8.8.23 | prescribed metformin, prednisone, plaquenil, and levothyroxine
Repeat labs after 3 weeks on meds
Follow up | 11.9.23 | Green light!, increase in prednisone, added lovenox
Repeat labs in 8 weeks
Follow up | 1.16.24 | Green light continues
TTC ended due to filing divorce

**New relationship starting May 2024**

Surprise BFP!! | 9.7.25 | EDD 5.11.26
Its Gonna Be May GIFs Tenor
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Re: Why My Pregnant Self Is Crying - November

  • howardmehowardme member
    The Adele One Night Only special - I am just so dang happy another Adele album is coming out Friday! That and every Hallmark Christmas movie 😂
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  • ladykaty91ladykaty91 member
    Ugh so much 🥲 lol. I have never been so weepy in my life! Even the first time I was pregnant! I’m 7 weeks and so far I have cried over:
    - Cars 2 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️
    - My daughters Halloween costume parade. She was a dragon and waving to me and that tiny little curly haired 2yo is just my favorite person. 
    - I cleaned my car and the vacuum made it smell funny
    - It got dark before I got home
    - I couldn’t decide what I wanted for lunch
    - My husband said he’d make me eggs when I asked him to one morning 🍳 

    I have a feeling this is only going to get worse, lol. But mostly I cry because I’m happy!
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  • bearsandbeets7bearsandbeets7 member
    @howardme I am SO excited for Adele’s new album! 

    Today specifically I keep trying to cry at my desk at work because I had a dream last night about my grandmother who passed away back in 2015 last night. It was a happy dream so I was trying to text my mom about it but I couldn’t quit crying. I dream so vividly, and it happened pretty much my entire pregnancy with DD and DS so I expect it will happen this time too. 
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  • tuxielove93tuxielove93 member
    @bearsandbeets7 I get stupid vivid dreams in pregnancy too. I can’t stand it. I already get weird and semi vivid dreams but pregnancy takes it to a whole new level 
    Hubby and Me
    Friends since 2008
    Started dating: July 1st, 2013
    Engaged: July 1st, 2014
    Married: July 1st, 2016
    R born: July 8th, 2017
    N born: June 30th, 2019
    Baby #3 Due: July 7th, 2022
    (maybe I only ovulate in October XD)
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  • bearsandbeets7bearsandbeets7 member
    @tuxielove93 it gets old quick, I’ve had multiple dreams a night ever since I tested positive and some mornings I wake up and don’t even feel rested. 
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  • crybabiescrybabies member
    Watched the news for the first time in ages: wow. So much despair in the world. It’s like being pregnant makes your empathy dial turn up by a million.
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  • sunshineandlemonssunshineandlemons member
    We were watching Frozen with our daughters today and I cried at the end with the one act of true love. It was so weird because I was crying but laughing at the same time because I felt ridiculous crying over it and just couldn’t help it! I’ve seen the movie a zillion times but it just hits different with those pregnancy hormones!
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  • stardustskiesstardustskies member
    Went to pick up son from my dad and stepmom's from an overnight. Stepmom gets home from work as I'm talking to dad in the kitchen. First words out of her mouth, "Omg what happened to your face??"... "Nothing Kate, I'm just not wearing makeup." .. "But it's so red!" .. "Yep, my face is always red. You just can't usually tell because I'm usually wearing makeuo " LIKE REALLY. What is it with this older generation thinking that it's ok to comment on someone's appearance, especially if it's not anything nice? 
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  • runnergirl2018runnergirl2018 member
    Started watching Maid on Netflix and bawling while at home alone since i took half a day off work and hubby is out with the toddler. 
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  • tsh2021tsh2021 member
    I had a whole way planned for telling my parents and sisters that I am expecting my first kiddo (and my parent's first grandchild) over Christmas. Now my parents are going through a nasty divorce, and I'm estranged from my dad (he did some pretty messed up stuff). He texted me last night and told me that even if he dies tomorrow, he knows I love him. Pre pregnancy me would have gotten a glass of wine, a bag of chocolate chips and told him to F off. Pregnant me has all the cries. 
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  • weezyfbaby1003weezyfbaby1003 member
    Anyone see that Amazon holiday commercial with the neighbors and one gifts the other a bird house? I just started bawling immediately the first time it came on!! 

    @tsh2021 that sounds terrible, I’m sorry that is happening during something so joyous for you on the other hand! I hope you’re still able to announce at Xmas and everyone can put things aside to be happy with you! 
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  • jellie603jellie603 member
    edited November 2021
    @runnergirl2018 same! Pretty sure I cried at every episode and then immediately told MH how grateful I was for him haha.

    @tsh2021 oh no, that sounds like an awful situation. I'm sorry you're going through all of that especially around the holiday ands pregnant. Hugs ❤
    @weezyfbaby1003 I haven't seen that commercial but I'm imagining what it would be in my head and I feel happy/sad haha!
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  • lalasprinkleslalasprinkles member
    Im crying this morning looking up shirts to give to my parents. Just saw one that said  "promoted from dog grandparents to human grandparents" and I'm all teary eyed. Lol
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  • thegeekymomthegeekymom member
    Last week, I sobbed so hard I could hardly breathe, because someone on Twitter that has a dog the same breed as one of mine got hit by a car and has nerve damage in one of his legs, and might need amputation. Then I saw that the kitten lady's cat was in the hospital, I just lost it. I was wailing during breakfast, my hormonal tween looks at me and just starts sobbing, pretty sure she didn't have the slightest clue why I was crying, it's just contagious at that point. So yep, do not tell me about your sick or hurt animals, I will lose my mind. 
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  • bearsandbeets7bearsandbeets7 member
    I feel super grumpy today for no reason and was trying to explain to DH that I am grumpy and don’t know why and started crying because I don’t want to be grumpy but can’t shake it. 
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