Throwing up is now giving me tension headaches 😫. Laying on the heating pad is the only thing that helps, because I hate taking tylenol every day. Really hoping the actual vomiting calms down soon.
This week depression is hitting me hard. I feel so low. I feel like life isn't worth anything and what's the point if I have no energy and I'm just sick all the time.
Have booked to see a therapist tomorrow though and have a virtual nurse check-in, also.
@jenharvey84 I'm so sorry that you're feeling so unwell still, but I'm so so glad that you've scheduled appointments to take care of your mental and physical well being. So important!
Take this a day at a time and know that it isn't forever
@jenharvey84 I'm so sorry you are struggling. I'm glad that you can see a therapist so quickly.
I would like to add that I LOATHE bring pregnant, and the whole "not feeling like yourself" even though it sucks, is extremely normal, especially in the first trimester, so try not to beat yourself up over it. You are getting flooded with hormones and any sort of "control" we have over our bodies goes flying out the window. It does usually calm down a lot in the second trimester once the placenta takes over and your hormones level off. I promise it isn't permanent. Sending you so much ❤❤
@jenharvey84 I'm so sorry you are struggling. I'm glad that you can see a therapist so quickly.
I would like to add that I LOATHE bring pregnant, and the whole "not feeling like yourself" even though it sucks, is extremely normal, especially in the first trimester, so try not to beat yourself up over it. You are getting flooded with hormones and any sort of "control" we have over our bodies goes flying out the window. It does usually calm down a lot in the second trimester once the placenta takes over and your hormones level off. I promise it isn't permanent. Sending you so much ❤❤
I love that you said you loathe it, because it makes me feel less weird. Less alone, too in a weird way. All I do these days is moan and cry. I'm so jealous of people doing just normal "stuff" that I stop myself being social for fear of a crying attack being triggered.
It's either the pregnancy or ptsd but I am not OK yet after the past year of crappy work conditions, loss of life and families blaming us. Today I go for my first ultrasound, alone, the last time I had one there was an empty UT ans before that no fetal pole. I've had 4 days off from work and have been busy every day of it for the family.
@jenharvey84 +1 for hating not feeling myself during pregnancy. I'm sorry you're feeling so low, and really glad to hear you have a therapy appointment scheduled. So important! Solidarity and creepy internet hugs to you.
I'm TIRED this week. The queasiness comes and goes, but I think I have turned a corner with that, which is so great. But boy, I hope I am able to stomach coffee again soon because this being tired constantly is ROUGH
@MaximumEffort I'm so sorry you have so much weighing on your mind and heart. Thinking of you today and I hope you get nothing but reassurance and peace of mind that all is well at your ultrasound today!
@jenharvey84 And you as well! I'm sorry you've been feeling so down and not yourself. I hope the appointment with your therapist goes well today and together you come up with a plan for getting you all the support you need to start feeling better.
@MaximumEffort I’m going for my first ultrasound alone today as well. It makes an already anxious day much worse. I’m sorry you’re dealing with all of this. I hope you get good news ❤️
@jenharvey84 you are not alone ❤️ Have you had your appointment, yet?
Today the migraines have kicked back in. Ive seen a few of you ladies suffer from migraines as well and these pregnancy ones are pretty brutal. I used to suffer bad migraines triggered by stress. I haven't had one in over a year after I changed jobs. But I had 3 in the first few weeks after transfer, I thought maybe because thats when the hormones are increasing the fastest, but this one hit me out of nowhere. Started last night and I woke up with it this morning, as well as my hands being super swollen. I was worried by bp might be high, but at work it was 104/59. I finally broke down and took some tylenol, but it hasn't budged.
@chartput ugh I feel you, my headaches have been brutal too. Do hot or cold packs help at all? Depending on my type of headache I get one of those will help at least take the edge off. I also like to drink a cup of tart cherry juice (basically a shot because that stuff is bitter lol) my ob was fine with juice just didn't want me taking any tart cherry supplements. Tart cherries are a natural pain killer.
@chartput Tylenol never works. It sucks. I, too, had a migraine last night until around noon today. Vicodin did the trick, after two failed Tylenol attempts.
I had my appointment today and it was so helpful. I could finally let out all my feelings and frustrations to an impartial person and feel validated that I'm not insane. I'm so glad I didn't wait longer because I had a panic attack before my session today so I knew the depression/anxiety was getting worse.
If anyone has these feelings I highly recommend a therapist. Even just for a few sessions. It's such a help.
@jenharvey84 Yay! Thank you for updating us. I'm so glad to hear your therapy session went well!
ETA: My new symptom this week -- That relaxin hormone has kicked in full gear. Now if I sleep on my sides, my hips and shoulders are aching like crazy and it's really hard to sleep. Ugh. I'm going to start trying some stretches before bed to see if that helps.
@jenharvey84 YEA I'm happy that you felt good afterwards. I love therapy. When FTMs ask me what they should do to prepare I say to prebook some therapy sessions (individual and/or couple), that first year is actually quite tough especially given the sleep deprivation.
Has anyone else noticed more cramping lately? I saw an OB RN yesterday after my ultrasound and she said that I’ll probably start showing in less than a week or so just because it’s my 4th baby. So, maybe the cramps are just from my uterus expanding upward and outward? I know cramps are normal, but I’ve not really had any until Monday and I’ve gotten them every day since. They’re a mild-moderate pain.
@doodleoodle I started having more cramping just before I turned 8 weeks. Mainly at night when I first get in bed. This is my first so I dont expect I would be showing anytime soon, but maybe its from the uterus growing? Im also on progesterone suppositories though and I always gets them after my evening dose, so it could be from that🤷🏼♀️
Not so fun new symptom added on to the extreme exhaustion where my body is just too heavy and my acid reflux. I know throw up bile, even if I've eaten. I wish I could just take days off work and rest.
@jenharvey84 so glad you recognized that in yourself! I recognized it too a few weeks back and asked my OB to put me back on meds. I know myself and I’d just feel better with a little help.
Symptom wise, feeling okay... exhausted right now. Naps are something I look forward to on the weekends. After getting the OK from my OB take whatever meds I can to relieve my constipation, I did. And after 3 days, it finally worked. Haha. I don’t feel as plugged, which is great.
Re: Weekly Symptoms 4/19
This week depression is hitting me hard. I feel so low. I feel like life isn't worth anything and what's the point if I have no energy and I'm just sick all the time.
Have booked to see a therapist tomorrow though and have a virtual nurse check-in, also.
This doesn't feel like me at all.
Take this a day at a time and know that it isn't forever
I would like to add that I LOATHE bring pregnant, and the whole "not feeling like yourself" even though it sucks, is extremely normal, especially in the first trimester, so try not to beat yourself up over it. You are getting flooded with hormones and any sort of "control" we have over our bodies goes flying out the window. It does usually calm down a lot in the second trimester once the placenta takes over and your hormones level off. I promise it isn't permanent. Sending you so much ❤❤
@a@artsiefartsie @m@marbellie thanks for the love. I promise I'll be a better human on here one day 😂
Today I go for my first ultrasound, alone, the last time I had one there was an empty UT ans before that no fetal pole. I've had 4 days off from work and have been busy every day of it for the family.
I'm TIRED this week. The queasiness comes and goes, but I think I have turned a corner with that, which is so great. But boy, I hope I am able to stomach coffee again soon because this being tired constantly is ROUGH
@jenharvey84 And you as well! I'm sorry you've been feeling so down and not yourself. I hope the appointment with your therapist goes well today and together you come up with a plan for getting you all the support you need to start feeling better.
@jenharvey84 you are not alone ❤️ Have you had your appointment, yet?
Today the migraines have kicked back in. Ive seen a few of you ladies suffer from migraines as well and these pregnancy ones are pretty brutal. I used to suffer bad migraines triggered by stress. I haven't had one in over a year after I changed jobs. But I had 3 in the first few weeks after transfer, I thought maybe because thats when the hormones are increasing the fastest, but this one hit me out of nowhere. Started last night and I woke up with it this morning, as well as my hands being super swollen. I was worried by bp might be high, but at work it was 104/59. I finally broke down and took some tylenol, but it hasn't budged.
@sliztee i agree, I only did it out of desperation since nothing else was working.
If anyone has these feelings I highly recommend a therapist. Even just for a few sessions. It's such a help.
Due: 6 Nov 2021
ETA: My new symptom this week -- That relaxin hormone has kicked in full gear. Now if I sleep on my sides, my hips and shoulders are aching like crazy and it's really hard to sleep. Ugh. I'm going to start trying some stretches before bed to see if that helps.
Now I need to go and buy some new bras because the puppies keep wanting to pop out in public 😂