Also! Feel free to post pics of nurseries and bumps.
Calling!!
@bluguitarhannah EDD 7/1 (girl) - Baby girl is here. YAY!!
@hanshotfirst77 EDD 6/21 (girl) - Baby girl is here. YAY!!
@wildrainbow EDD 8/16 (Boy) - Baby boy is here. YAY!!
@angelina1919 EDD 7/29
@cashewchicken EDD 8/8
@businesswife EDD 8/21
@31magnolia EDD 9/8 (Girl)
@artemis618 EDD 9/2 (Boy)
@mtpbadger EDD 11/13
@omarismyhomeboy EDD 12/24
@vetgirl2011 EDD???
@stella_700 EDD 12/28
@the_road_to_oz EDD???
@callingthestork EDD 3/3
@laurelew EDD 3/4
@Kimbrlyg814 EDD 3/4
Re: All Trimester Check-in July 6th
Also! Feel free to post pics of nurseries and bumps
@callingthestork how are you doing this week?!
@Kimbrlyg814 - That HCG number looks awesome! The wait for the ultrasound is killer at the beginning. It drove me crazy.
@the_road_to_oz - Hahaha! The old do as I say and not what I do/did. Yeah, I'll be the same way for on certain things.
Unexplained infertility/AMA, polycystic ovaries, insulin resistance
FET#1(July 2017): eSET of first of 4 PGS-normal embryos, DS born 3/30/2018
FET#2(Oct/Nov 2019): eSET
@cashewchicken - I get upset sometimes that our kids won't be able to experience that. We also would stay out all night and just play and ride our bikes. Times have changes so much!
@mtpbadger - When other ppl can start feeling the movement it really is exciting. My baby girl was either pushing my hand away while l was sleeping last night or trying to grab it. Lol. Every time I would turn over I would lay my arm and hand across my belly and she would move around (hands and legs) and push out. It was a VERY WEIRD feeling. I could feel her hands and feet. Lol. - I also didn't tell anyone at work about the pregnancy until I was was 26 weeks and even then it was only my boss and the project manager of a project I'm on. I'll tell other ppl next week. Not having to actually be in the office has been wonderful!
- How far along/EDD? 5w 6days, EDD March 4, 2020
- How are you feeling this week? This week has been really rough for me so far. Ultrasound went well on Monday. Everything looks like it's supposed to. However I've been feeling pretty down/depressed the past few days. I generally suffer from depression during PMS each month and recognize that it is hormonal in nature. It lasts for exactly one day and then I'm fine. So I suspect that my current depression may be triggered by the pregnancy hormones and my sense of equilibrium being somewhat out of whack. I also suffered what felt and still feels to me like a crushing blow early this year on my TTC journey and am still trying to come to terms with a life that will look very different than the one I had always hoped for.
- Rants/Raves? Questions? Nope.
- Any upcoming appointments? I go back for my second ultrasound next Monday.
- GTKY: What was your favorite age growing up and why? Each age has its own advantages I guess. I had a wonderful family life but felt socially disconnected from kids my age growing up even though I did have friends.
@callingthestork I just caught up on your posts from last week. How scary! I'm happy to hear that everything still looks good.@the_road_to_oz Looking good! Your getaway last week sounds really nice.
@31magnolia Happy to hear your heart rate is better this week. My "hobby" for the past two years (in addition to TTC) has been decorating my house. I have had my nursery planned out in my head for months already, including having sourced furniture, etc. My biggest challenge will be to try not to purchase and decorate too early, lol. It is the last room in my house that is not decorated, although it has been serving as a dumping ground for the random odds and ends recently so I'll need to get it cleaned out first.
@31magnolia I had that experience in the hospital, we just made sure we were settled by the morning we left. They left the forms on the dresser for us so we could fill them out anytime we we're ready, but I'm not sure how they would have handled it if we didn't have a name by the time we were discharged. You'll figure it out tho. (((Hugs))) Glad the HR is better!!!
@vetgirl2011 I'm sorry about the dreams. They can be SO VIVID! I have had them continue throughout pregnancy, (and at times, quite disturbing). I have started praying the Breastplate of St. Patrick every night.
https://www.catholictradition.org/Litanies/litany41.htm
It's long, but it's been working, so I will go with it! And there are other translations that definitely make more sense to be said in the morning, so I may switch to that, except for me it's really the dreams that have been bothering me, so the evening seemed to make more sense for me. (((Hugs))) Hope you're able to get some more restful sleep.
@laurelew (((big hugs))) The IF survivor guilt is real, but the pain of infertility doesn't just go away either once you're pregnant, either.
<div class="Spoiler">I hear you so much when you say you're maybe not getting the family you always pictured, and mourning that. We did not end up getting as far as donor sperm, but we stopped paying for storage on DHs remaining MESA sperm sample, so that's gone. If our last two embryos are unsuccessful, for more bio kids, we would have to go back for a whole new sperm extraction <i>prior to IVF</i> for me, and that's just not a path we are planning to go back down again, for various reasons. Even if it DID work. I'm not sure how many embryos you may have remaining, if any, but that is our plan, is to transfer the last ones we have left, hope for the best, and then close the book on it, come what may.
We had always talked about adoption too, and I had toyed with the idea of embryo adoption, but I have a feeling, as we are getting older, DH may not want to pursue any of that. (Although foster, or foster-adoption is something very close to my heart, so time will tell.)</div>
Anyway, all that to say, I hear you, and I'm right there with you. I don't think any of our journeys look like how we envisioned it going, but it's going to be okay. ❤️ I guess it's going to have to be, kwim? Sigh. I had to keep reminding myself that even if we didn't get ANY other THBs, that DD is amazing, and she would be enough. I promised myself I would never let her think for a second that she wasn't enough for me as a mommy, simply because daddy and I couldn't have more kids, kwim? It does get easier with time, but I can't say if it ever really goes away. I'll keep ya posted ;)
@callingthestork How's everything today!?
@Kimbrlyg814 Based on everything I have read from other women on various boards, it is extremely common for the vaginal progesterone to cause spotting throughout the first trimester. Based on when you said the spotting has been occurring, it definitely sounds like that is likely the case for you.
Waiting to get to each next check point feels like it has been making the days and weeks even longer right now. I just hit 6 weeks today (along with @Kimbrlyg814 and @callingthestork yesterday!). Then I just have to make it to Monday for my next ultrasound. Then make it back around to Thursday for my graduation to the next week to find out what size fruit my baby is. Then likely back to Monday for what I expect to be the last ultrasound with my RE before I graduate to the OB. It sounds like a lot but the days in between drag...
Posting a picture of my beautiful yolk sac from Monday now that I figured out how to cross out my information.
Unexplained infertility/AMA, polycystic ovaries, insulin resistance
FET#1(July 2017): eSET of first of 4 PGS-normal embryos, DS born 3/30/2018
FET#2(Oct/Nov 2019): eSET
@Kimbrlyg814, it would sure be nice if the doc didn't make you wait so darn long to see your little one and find out what the spotting is for sure. Boy, I get the dread of going to the bathroom. But your hCG numbers are so awesome, and that's something.
Is there something better than Tic Tacs for nausea?
I just got back from ultrasound; my little critter is doing fine. Everything is measuring right at or ahead, and the doc found the flicker of the heart beating. She said I'm not done bleeding, but the hemorrhage is small and separate from the placenta. It is so much less scary, knowing the blood is coming from a different place than where the baby is. My hCG went from 9001 on Monday to 13,710 on Wednesday, and apparently a 50% increase in 48 hours is okay at this point.
I'm so happy!!! Thank God.
@Kimbrlyg814
I had spotting throughout my first trimester - usually brownish, occasionally pink or red. I did not use progesterone suppositories -- PIO only. They never figured out a reason for all of the spotting; my nurse and RE both said it was likely just an irritable cervix combined with all of the increased blood flow in the area (especially if you're taking baby aspirin or other blood thinners!). I literally spotted for the last time on the day of my 12 week appt with my OB -- found it while I was doing the urine sample before I was seen. The OB did a peace of mind scan for me in his office, but said it's super common and not really worrisome unless it's a large amount of fresh blood. Both my OB and RE had me on pelvic rest until I had 24 hours without spotting (which almost never happened) and the RE wanted me on light activity during the first trimester just as a precaution (no heavy chores, etc).
@lauralew
Summer 2015 - no BFP yet, labs normal, referred to RE
Fall 2015 - Summer 2016 - Further testing all normal. 3 IUI's -- BFN. Recommended move to IVF. Planned cycle for fall 2016.
September 2016 - Surprise natural BFP. MMC @ 8 weeks. RE expressed confidence that we just needed the 'right' embryo.
Fall 2016 - Spring 2017 -- Break from TTC
June 2017 - Started IVF; egg retrieval for freeze all cycle. 9 mature eggs retrieved, 5 fertilized. 2 4BB embies on ice.
August 2017 - FET transfer both embies. BFP. Twin pregnancy confirmed by ultrasound. EDD 4/28/18
September 2017 - Twin B stopped developing; Twin A doing perfectly! Graduated from RE @ 10 weeks
March 2018 - Baby Girl born via C/S due to pre-eclampsia -- strong and healthy!
TTC #2
January/Feb 2021 - Freeze-all IVF cycle
March 2021 - FET of 1 PGS normal female embryo. BFP! Beta #1 156, #2 472, #3 1241, #4 5268 EDD 12/5/21 - Christmas baby!
"When all is lost then all is found."
And yes, I think we all have a lot of dreams of what our future families might be like one day. It can be hard to reconcile when reality doesn't match those hopes and dreams. It's crazy because I'd say that most of my adult life has not gone "according to plan." Between having my mom diagnosed with cancer, divorce, having my ex husband pass away, dating again, meeting my husband, having my mom pass away this past January, and IF, it's been a tough 6.5 past years. And I think that somewhere along the way I made up my mind that the universe would "reward" me by having everything work out in the end. And even though it doesn't always feel that way right now, I am trying to stay positive and have faith in the universe to know what I need more than I want.
@Kimbrlyg814 Thank you for your kind words.
@mbradfo2 I appreciate you sharing your story. Is your profile picture Usagi/Sailor Moon? That manga was such a huge guiding light for me throughout high school.
Yep, it is! My friends and I were huge fans during high school also! I got back into it during recent years with the new show and musicals so I've forced my husband to watch soooo much. It's just such a fun, heartwarming manga and show! When I was going through alot of anxiety during pregnancy, I would always listen to one of the songs from the new musicals sung by Queen Serenity. It really bolstered my spirits. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BUJYK2XqNfk
Summer 2015 - no BFP yet, labs normal, referred to RE
Fall 2015 - Summer 2016 - Further testing all normal. 3 IUI's -- BFN. Recommended move to IVF. Planned cycle for fall 2016.
September 2016 - Surprise natural BFP. MMC @ 8 weeks. RE expressed confidence that we just needed the 'right' embryo.
Fall 2016 - Spring 2017 -- Break from TTC
June 2017 - Started IVF; egg retrieval for freeze all cycle. 9 mature eggs retrieved, 5 fertilized. 2 4BB embies on ice.
August 2017 - FET transfer both embies. BFP. Twin pregnancy confirmed by ultrasound. EDD 4/28/18
September 2017 - Twin B stopped developing; Twin A doing perfectly! Graduated from RE @ 10 weeks
March 2018 - Baby Girl born via C/S due to pre-eclampsia -- strong and healthy!
TTC #2
January/Feb 2021 - Freeze-all IVF cycle
March 2021 - FET of 1 PGS normal female embryo. BFP! Beta #1 156, #2 472, #3 1241, #4 5268 EDD 12/5/21 - Christmas baby!
"When all is lost then all is found."