Due: 6 Nov 2021
- Pregnancy
- Baby & Toddler
- Parents
- Getting Pregnant
- Baby Names
- Product Reviews
-
Registry
- Community
-
More
Want a personalized experience?
Download the free app
Trying to Get Pregnant
jackie_dunny
member
TTCAL w/o 4.6
jackie_dunny
member
**This is a general trigger warning that CP, miscarriage, selective termination due to medical complications, and/or stillbirth may be mentioned.**
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc.
Status:
How are things going?
What is something that you are struggling with this week?
What is going well for you this week?
R/R?
Any testing coming up/any recent results?
Me: 29 | DH: 28
Due: 6 Nov 2021
Due: 6 Nov 2021
Re: TTCAL w/o 4.6
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. MMC December 2019
Status: currently WTO
How are things going? eh alright. im hoping this next cycle we HIO more.
What is something that you are struggling with this week? well i thought that anyone we told about being pregnant knew we had MC, but completely forgot about one friend we told, who kindly checked in on me yesterday after seeing me post a bottle of wine. ooops. was an awkward conversation and kindof brought up those feelings again, but definitely a little easier than the weeks/month right after it happened.
What is going well for you this week? i'll circle back on this one lol. house is a mess after just ONE day of not keeping up with it, but i have a busy day today so ill have to work on that later today/tomorrow
R/R? nothing to report at the moment.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? only on CD4 so it will be a bit.
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. 1 loss last month
Status: TWW
How are things going? Okay trying to keep busy and keep my mind off the wait. So far I have avoid peeing on things too early and will hold to it.
What is something that you are struggling with this week?
I have been so triggered seeing people say they weren’t joyful when they found out or even “having to come to terms with it” I tried to provide positive context because it was just eating away at me on the Dec. board. I should be pregnant right now but I lost my baby but reading that crap feels like such a stab in the face. I even reached out to someone who used to be on this board to try and encourage them to remind the board of that but then I just got told off In really harsh ways and that person liked every one of those comments. Just yuck. I told her again how hurtful that was especially how we had welcomed her in here and supported her only for her to turn around and do that. I blocked her because I don’t need that kind of cruelty in my life. I just wanted people to remember how lucky they are to try and get them to focus on the positive that they are in fact pregnant! Idk I cried a bunch tonight just hurting and missing my baby.
What is going well for you this week?
I’m trying to learn Spanish so I can talk to my FSIL in her native language by using Duolingo it has been a great way to pass the time this week.
R/R? See above.
Any testing coming up/any recent results?
No my dr won’t do any kind of testing until June
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. CP in February after my first IVF cycle
Status: WTO / IVF limbo
How are things going? Things are going ok. I'm pushing forward with trying "naturally" this cycle, since MH has been on Clomid for a while, maybe his counts have improved. It's worth a try.
What is something that you are struggling with this week? I'm still sad that I "should be" pregnant and about to graduate from my RE, and struggling when my KU friend vents about her anxieties about being KU during all of this. I'm also struggling with not knowing when I'll be able to restart IVF.
What is going well for you this week? I've really focused on remembering that all of this is difficult for everyone, no matter what their circumstances are. I saw something on instagram about it not being the suffering olympics, and that really resonated with me.
R/R? Nothing really earth shattering.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? Nope
@asf0613 Ugh I'm so sorry. You deserve all of the wine!!!
@stillcozy I'm so sorry you're struggling so much right now. I think it's probably time to stop reading 1st Tri and BMBs. I can heartily recommend that - I did it when I first had my loss, and it's helped me a lot. I do understand where you're coming from, I also hate seeing people complain about being pregnant, but I think posting on BMBs is probably not productive.
IVF Cycle #1 February 2020 4 embryos frozen, 1 fresh transfer = CP
FET #1 Natural Cycle March 2020 CXL'd due to Covid-19
FET #1 Natural Cycle June 2020 - CP #2
FET #2 Natural Cycle July 2020 - BFP!!!!!! Beta #1 = 273
June Signature Challenge - Favorite TV Quotes
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. Ectopic pregnancy December 2019, tubal rupture Jan 2020.
Status: About to move to the TWW, once I get crosshairs.
How are things going? good. This is the first month off of the bench, I think o was yesterday and I’m disappointed that we weren’t able to HIO, but hopefully our timing will still be good.
What is something that you are struggling with this week? Just struggling with the fact that after my tubal I might be here for a longer time. I would have been 20 weeks this Saturday, and it’s sad that I won’t be celebrating a gender appt with our family at Easter. It feels like every where I turn there is an unexpected pregnancy, or announcement. I’m just ready to be KU again.
What is going well for you this week? Our new puppy is adapting very well. He’s very well behaved for an 8 week old pup. And the weather is getting nice. I hope this covid stuff doesn’t last through the summer.
R/R? above
Any testing coming up/any recent results? No
@asf0613 sorry about your friend. I bet that brought up some bad emotions. That was the part I was dreading the most after our loss. And I still think a few people don’t know. I feel like my house is ALWAYS a mess on a day I don’t clean.
@stillcozy I’m sorry that things are so triggering for you right now. I still avoid the BMBs most of the time for that reason. Everyone has the right to voice their struggles on here. I hope you start feeling better soon.
@mvt2003 I’m sorry about your friend. It’s hard to hear those things. I have a friend who is doing the same. But I really love the struggle olympics thing. I try to remind myself that just because I’m struggling with one thing, should not dismiss the feelings someone else might be feeling about another. It’s a hard balance. I hope you’re able to restart your cycles soon.