1) DH being excited for FW every cycle. 2) TB ladies & internet friendships 3) Nature & animals 4) A nice place to live 5) Great doctors & medical care 6) Supplements that have me feeling good 7) Improved health 8) The audacity of HOPE 9) Meditation & prayer 10) Exercise & the privilege to be able to buy healthy good food
@tyrion_ Happy early birthday!! I hope you have a fabulous day... Any special plans?
1. My amazing hubs - so many reasons but today for tolerating my cousin staying with us for a week (hubs works from home) 2. Family - had family reunion this past weekend with extended family and having dinner tonight with our closer group 3. My pup and that he stopped itching finally 4. My job and that I get to do what I love 5. Friendships - near, far, and internet based 6. Restaurants - going to TGI Fridays tnt and will indulge in french fries 7. My house - DH and I have done so much work on it 8. My health 9. Sunshine past few days and next few as well 10. My in-laws' shore house that I will visit this weekend
Me: 33 DH: 36 Dating 4/2008 Married 6/2016 TTC #1 9/2019 BFP 12/13/2019! EDD 8/27/2020 Baby Girl
Thanks for posting @keikilove I do love this weekly reminder to stop and think about what's going well in our lives, even when that's hard.
1. MH being proactive and anxious to move on to the RE/IF journey 2. TTGP, for now and forever 3. Internet friendships 4. My single bestie, for telling me that when we have girls' lunch this weekend she'll steer the convo away from LOs and pregnancy in general any time she can for me. 5. Living just outside a major city, so I have amazing access to medical care 6. My dog, despite another 3am wakeup call 7. Iced green tea 8. Sugar free chocolate (the ONLY way I can stay keto is that I'm able to have an occasional treat!) 9. Crafting, it gives me such an outlet 10. This is probably going to seem odd, but common sense. I'm grateful that I am a person who largely is sensible and not prone to dreams without action plans.
me: 35 / so: 34 | ttc #1 since 9/2018
DX: MFI IVF Cycle #1 February 2020 4 embryos frozen, 1 fresh transfer = CP FET #1 Natural Cycle March 2020 CXL'd due to Covid-19 FET #1 Natural Cycle June 2020 - CP #2 FET #2 Natural Cycle July 2020 - BFP!!!!!! Beta #1 = 273
1. My mom who has been my biggest supporter. 2. My dog who is my best friend. 3. My Bump friends 4. IRL friends too. 5. Coffee. Even though I switched to decaf and cut way back. I still have that one beautiful cup every morning. 6. Dark chocolate. 7. My RE who is just the best and always so supportive and funny. 8. My new house which I am loving turning into my new home. 9. My job that allows me to work from home. 10. Star Wars cause it's my happy place.
@tyrion_ Happy early birthday friend! Also, LOL @ #1 (and subsequently # 8, even tho bras are the worst)
1. MH, always and forever my #1 2. My bumpies, even tho I ghost you half the time, thank you for always welcoming me back and for having my back 3. Our home, our safe place, and the meeting place for our friends and family. 4. The ability to travel (as we prepare to leave for Hawaii on our 16 day honeymoon on Thursday) 5. Rice. The featured carb of the week. 6. Lactaid, for allowing me to eat dairy because I'll be damned in lactose intolerance takes cheese away from me. 7. My menstrual cup. I never want to see another tampon in my life. 8. Calculators. I work in financial services but I can't do mental math to save my life. 9. Access to clean water. All previous joking aside, this is a big one. 10. "Free" healthcare in Canada. We are very fortunate to have so many things covered that we often take for granted, and especially going through IF and all the doctors visits, it makes a difference.
TTC History:
Me: 36 MH: 39, TTC since Dec 2017
Aug '18: PCOS dx
Nov '18: MH SA - 19mil
Dec '18-Mar '19: Letrozole + TI - all BFN
Apr '19: Letrozole + TI, - BFN. Repeat SA (27mil) & DNA fragmentation test (17%)
1. That I can afford the vet appointment I need to take my senior kitty to AGAIN on Friday (third URI this year). 2. That my job is so flexible about working from home. 3. That my work has Peloton bikes free for us to use, because it's seriously saving my sanity since I had to stop running. 4. That we were able to buy this house. 5. DH's parents and especially their help with buying this house. 6. That my garden gave me so many awesome veggies this summer. 7. My husband is awesome in so many ways 8. That pumpkin spice everything is back to bring me cheer 9. That we got SOME fall weather...it'll be back soon 10. All of my & my family's needs are met.
@kiki047 I LOVE my diva cup and I will never go back. Whenever I speak to women about periods I always tell them that they need to get one. There was an adjustment period for me, but once I figured it out it was great! And enjoy your honeymoon! 16 days away in Hawaii sounds heavenly! @tyrion_ happy early birthday! Do you have any fun plans? 1. Today was actually a great day at work. My programs are almost done spending down their money. 2. I’m happy that we are on a plan that is working to get rid of debt and save to move next fall. 3. Even though I did not get into a mid-level leadership program, I’m kind of happy that I did not. I’m working with a newish program and I want to give them my full attention. Plus I need to train/mentor the person who is taking over my old program. 4. I’m loving the “fall” weather we having. It’s still in the high 80’d at time, but the humidity is gone so it’s beautiful outside 5. I’m proud of myself for sitting to my work outs and eating well. I finally got over my plateau 6. (The best one) I’m happy to proven that my husband was wrong at something. He is typically right, but I do got him today. It felt great. 7. My coworker is the best. He’s so handy and I go to him to all the home repair advice. We have a slow leaking pipe (yay 😔) and I think I’m going to involve the insurance company. Our home is 30 years old. I’m sure they need to be looked at closely. I’m still weighing our options 8. For my one girlfriend that is always honest with me no matter how “bad” it may be. I always say if you can’t be brutally honest with someone are they truly your best friend? 9. My SMIL lives with us and she is so helpful around the house. I tell her all of the time she doesn’t have to do anything, but she does it anyways. 10. Overall, this has been a great second half of the year and it makes me really look forward to the future.
Married: August 2012
TTC #1: July 2015
BFP 1: October 30, 2015; EDD: July 6, 2016- Team Pink
@ziggymama06 and @blackgirlmagic, no special plans tomorrow. I’m hoping to get a good workout in and then maybe go out to dinner. Definitely want to get a bundt cake, though.
I’ve been having a string of bad luck the past few days so I wanted to do this to think of what I’m thankful for, even though it’s wednesday now.
1. My H, we drive each other nuts and have things to work on but he just got a second job and handles the finances since it tends to stress me out. 2. My dogs, even with them being major twatwaffles right now. 3. That I work somewhere where I can get free food, cuts down on groceries a lot. 4. Our house, thankful we are able to have a bigger place with a yard. 5. The sunny weather outside. 6. Target 7. Work friends that become real friends 8. I got to be on a podcast last night. 9. I close tonight and then have the next two days off. Also only scheduled for 40 hours this week. 10. And last but not least, everyone on TTGP
Re: Ten Things Tuesday
2) TB ladies & internet friendships
3) Nature & animals
4) A nice place to live
5) Great doctors & medical care
6) Supplements that have me feeling good
7) Improved health
8) The audacity of HOPE
9) Meditation & prayer
10) Exercise & the privilege to be able to buy healthy good food
2. That I get to turn 34 tomorrow. Many people don’t get this many trips around the sun.
3. The pedicurist that made my mangled runners feet look less mangled.
4. Friends. IRL and the internet.
5. Music with healing lyrics.
6. My siblings.
7. My run group.
8. Supportive but comfortable sports bras.
9. My mom. She cleaned my garage while I got a pedicure today.
10. Birthday treats! All week long!
1. My amazing hubs - so many reasons but today for tolerating my cousin staying with us for a week (hubs works from home)
2. Family - had family reunion this past weekend with extended family and having dinner tonight with our closer group
3. My pup and that he stopped itching finally
4. My job and that I get to do what I love
5. Friendships - near, far, and internet based
6. Restaurants - going to TGI Fridays tnt and will indulge in french fries
7. My house - DH and I have done so much work on it
8. My health
9. Sunshine past few days and next few as well
10. My in-laws' shore house that I will visit this weekend
Dating 4/2008
Married 6/2016
TTC #1 9/2019
BFP 12/13/2019!
EDD 8/27/2020 Baby Girl
1. MH being proactive and anxious to move on to the RE/IF journey
2. TTGP, for now and forever
3. Internet friendships
4. My single bestie, for telling me that when we have girls' lunch this weekend she'll steer the convo away from LOs and pregnancy in general any time she can for me.
5. Living just outside a major city, so I have amazing access to medical care
6. My dog, despite another 3am wakeup call
7. Iced green tea
8. Sugar free chocolate (the ONLY way I can stay keto is that I'm able to have an occasional treat!)
9. Crafting, it gives me such an outlet
10. This is probably going to seem odd, but common sense. I'm grateful that I am a person who largely is sensible and not prone to dreams without action plans.
IVF Cycle #1 February 2020 4 embryos frozen, 1 fresh transfer = CP
FET #1 Natural Cycle March 2020 CXL'd due to Covid-19
FET #1 Natural Cycle June 2020 - CP #2
FET #2 Natural Cycle July 2020 - BFP!!!!!! Beta #1 = 273
June Signature Challenge - Favorite TV Quotes
2. My dog who is my best friend.
3. My Bump friends
4. IRL friends too.
5. Coffee. Even though I switched to decaf and cut way back. I still have that one beautiful cup every morning.
6. Dark chocolate.
7. My RE who is just the best and always so supportive and funny.
8. My new house which I am loving turning into my new home.
9. My job that allows me to work from home.
10. Star Wars cause it's my happy place.
TTC#1 - March 2013
BFP 8/9/13 - EDD 4/14/14 - DS born 4/23/14
TTC#2 November 2015
Dx: Secondary IF June 2016
Medicated IUI cycle#1- Clomid+IUI -1/15/17 -BFN
Break Mid 2017 - Resumed TTC December 2018
"She believed she could so she did..."
Medicated IUI cycle#2- Femara 5mg+IUI 12/22/18 - BFP 1/4/19 - MMC 2/1/19
Saline Sono 3/15/19 - All Clear!
Medicated IUI cycle#3- Femara 7.5mg+IUI 3/28/19-BFN
Medicated IUI cycle#4- Femara 5mg+Gonal F 50iu+IUI 4/27/19- BFP 5/11/19 - MMC 6/12/19 - D&C 6/14/19-
Incomplete M/C Repeat D&C - 7/3/19 -Testing concluded baby was genetically normal
Dx: Unexplained RPL July 2019 - Tested + as carrier for Usher Syndrome & Familial Mediterranean Fever
Saline Sono 8/7/19 - Mostly Clear! All systems go for IVF#1
But will need a repeat Saline Sono between ER and FET
IVF #1 - Antagonist Protocol - 8/17/19
ER#1 8/27/19 - 12R, 6F, 4 biopsied+frozen! (3d5blasts + 1d6blast)- 2 PGS normal embabies!
Saline Sono 9/13/19 - All Clear! Onto FET Prep#1
FET#1 - 4AA -10/4/19 - BFP 10/14/19 - EDD - 6/21/20 -Beta#1-10dp5dt- 379 Beta#2-12dp5dt- 1007 Beta#3-14dp5dt- 2844
DD born 6/15/20
1. MH, always and forever my #1
2. My bumpies, even tho I ghost you half the time, thank you for always welcoming me back and for having my back
3. Our home, our safe place, and the meeting place for our friends and family.
4. The ability to travel (as we prepare to leave for Hawaii on our 16 day honeymoon on Thursday)
5. Rice. The featured carb of the week.
6. Lactaid, for allowing me to eat dairy because I'll be damned in lactose intolerance takes cheese away from me.
7. My menstrual cup. I never want to see another tampon in my life.
8. Calculators. I work in financial services but I can't do mental math to save my life.
9. Access to clean water. All previous joking aside, this is a big one.
10. "Free" healthcare in Canada. We are very fortunate to have so many things covered that we often take for granted, and especially going through IF and all the doctors visits, it makes a difference.
TTC History:
Me: 36 MH: 39, TTC since Dec 2017
Aug '18: PCOS dx
Nov '18: MH SA - 19mil
Dec '18-Mar '19: Letrozole + TI - all BFN
Apr '19: Letrozole + TI, - BFN. Repeat SA (27mil) & DNA fragmentation test (17%)
Aug '19: Letrozole + HCG trigger + IUI + prog supp - BFN (MH: 16mil)
Sep '19: 2nd IUI, same protocol - BFN (MH: 16mil)
Dec '19: IVF #1 w/ICSI, PGT. 5 retrieved, 4 fertilized, 3 blasts, 3 PGT-A normal.
Mar '20: FET #1, perfect 5AA blast transferred. BFN.
Sept '20: FET #2, 5BB tsf. 9/18/20 BFP!! EDD: 5/27/21. MMC 11w
Feb ‘21: FET #3, last 6BB blast transferred. BFP, EDD 11/2/21. MC 5w3d.
May '21: IVF #2 w/ICSI, PGT. 8R, 7M, 6F, 6 blasts - 3AB, 3AB, 3BB, 4BB, 5BB, 6BA. Fresh tsf 5/13/21 - BFN.
June '21: PGT-A results = 3 abnormal, 1 low level mosaic. Referred to new REI, had consult with 2nd RE in between.
Sept '21: RPL, immune testing normal
Oct '21: IVF #3 w/IMSI, PGT. 33R, 26M, 23F, 9 blasts (7 day 6, 2 day 7). PGT-A = 5 normal, 1 mosaic
Dec '21: Positive for endometritis, RX Flagyl & Keflex
Jan '22: FET #5 - Kitchen sink immune/RIF protocol incl. PRP, intralipids, prednisone, medrol, nivestym, fragmin - CP
Feb '22: FET #6 - Kitchen sink immune/RIF protocol w/higher doses of pred & fragmin - BFN
Mar '22: Mock cycle for ERA - cancelled, repeat endometrial biopsy instead. Still positive for endometritis. RX ciprofloxacin & amoxicillin.
Apr '22: IVF #4 w/IMSI, PGT. 28R, 23M, 16F, 11 blasts. PGT-A = 6 normal.
June '22: FET #7 - Microdose lupron downreg w/kitchen sink immune/RIF protocol - double embryo transfer. BFN.
July '22: FET #8 - Mini stim w/Puregon + trigger, kitchen sink immune/RIF protocol. BFN.
Sep '22: Taking a break
Dec '22: Attempted abdominal myomectomy, fibroid too close to cervix and major blood vessels. Wasn't removed.
Feb '23: FET #9 - Modified natural w/baby asp, HCG trigger, PIO, PRP, Medrol, HCG wash, embryo glue - BFP!! EDD 11/11/23
2. That my job is so flexible about working from home.
3. That my work has Peloton bikes free for us to use, because it's seriously saving my sanity since I had to stop running.
4. That we were able to buy this house.
5. DH's parents and especially their help with buying this house.
6. That my garden gave me so many awesome veggies this summer.
7. My husband is awesome in so many ways
8. That pumpkin spice everything is back to bring me cheer
9. That we got SOME fall weather...it'll be back soon
10. All of my & my family's needs are met.
Married: Oct 20, 2013
BFP 1: Aug 31, 2015
EDD 1: May 12, 2016
DD1 Emma born May 12, 2016
An Honest Account of New Motherhood (with Postpartum Anxiety, Depression, and OCD)
BFP 2: October 07, 2019
EDD 2: June 20, 2020
Married: Oct 20, 2013
BFP 1: Aug 31, 2015
EDD 1: May 12, 2016
DD1 Emma born May 12, 2016
An Honest Account of New Motherhood (with Postpartum Anxiety, Depression, and OCD)
BFP 2: October 07, 2019
EDD 2: June 20, 2020
@tyrion_ happy early birthday! Do you have any fun plans?
1. Today was actually a great day at work. My programs are almost done spending down their money.
2. I’m happy that we are on a plan that is working to get rid of debt and save to move next fall.
3. Even though I did not get into a mid-level leadership program, I’m kind of happy that I did not. I’m working with a newish program and I want to give them my full attention. Plus I need to train/mentor the person who is taking over my old program.
4. I’m loving the “fall” weather we having. It’s still in the high 80’d at time, but the humidity is gone so it’s beautiful outside
5. I’m proud of myself for sitting to my work outs and eating well. I finally got over my plateau
6. (The best one) I’m happy to proven that my husband was wrong at something. He is typically right, but I do got him today. It felt great.
7. My coworker is the best. He’s so handy and I go to him to all the home repair advice. We have a slow leaking pipe (yay 😔) and I think I’m going to involve the insurance company. Our home is 30 years old. I’m sure they need to be looked at closely. I’m still weighing our options
8. For my one girlfriend that is always honest with me no matter how “bad” it may be. I always say if you can’t be brutally honest with someone are they truly your best friend?
9. My SMIL lives with us and she is so helpful around the house. I tell her all of the time she doesn’t have to do anything, but she does it anyways.
10. Overall, this has been a great second half of the year and it makes me really look forward to the future.
I’ve been having a string of bad luck the past few days so I wanted to do this to think of what I’m thankful for, even though it’s wednesday now.
1. My H, we drive each other nuts and have things to work on but he just got a second job and handles the finances since it tends to stress me out.
2. My dogs, even with them being major twatwaffles right now.
3. That I work somewhere where I can get free food, cuts down on groceries a lot.
4. Our house, thankful we are able to have a bigger place with a yard.
5. The sunny weather outside.
6. Target
7. Work friends that become real friends
8. I got to be on a podcast last night.
9. I close tonight and then have the next two days off. Also only scheduled for 40 hours this week.
10. And last but not least, everyone on TTGP
edit: fixed a tag