Got my CH this morning, so I go here now. I actually think I o'd on cd17 not on cd16 like ff says, but either way, we had some decent timing so for now I won't start discarding temps
I go here now, too. We weren't planning on trying this cycle since I was afraid I'd get pregnant and have another loss, which would push IVF back. But MH forgot the day before a positive OPK, so here I am. I'm already not feeling it though, so I'm not too optimistic.
I go here now, too. I’m 2 DPO, waiting on CH but temp rise and opk have me pretty sure I O’d on CD 15. We had decent timing but I am still bummed we missed -1 and O.
I am already so anxious. I want to be pregnant again but I’m also scared to be pregnant again. And my mind goes back and forth between being excited/hopeful to gloom and doom.
Sorry you're feeling anxious @tyrion_ I know those feelings all too well. FX for this cycle
Afm I started spotting today so I'm pretty sure I'm out. This Saturday is the one year anniversary of my CP and I never thought I wouldn't be pregnant again by now. DH just gave me a big hug and left to get me ice cream lol. He's a keeper!
@splashmountain hugs to you. I have a couple coming up too. The end of month should have been a first bday for last loss and beginning of August is the anniversary of first loss ( 3 years)
@Mack2342 I'm sorry you have some anniversaries coming up too. My first loss was on Christmas in 2016 and although it does kind of put a damper on the holiday, we are usually so busy we don't have the time to dwell on it. So yesterday we stayed busy and survived the day. Hugs to you
@splashmountain I find the days leading up to anniversaries worse because I think about them but like you I stay busy on the anniversary itself and then it’s not so bad. While I always remember them, they are getting less painful. It’s hard to believe the first one was 3 yrs ago. I’m glad you survived the day, hopefully you did something fun
@splashmountain and @Mack2342 This is going to sound awful, but the more losses I have, the less difficult most anniversaries are. IDK why that is, but i speculate its probably because there are getting to be too many dates to remember. My June due date was hard leading up to it, but like @Mack2342 said, I was busy the day of and didn't have time to dwell. My February due date was also hard because it was right around my birthday. But I don't have the same emotional sense of loss for the others. They almost feel like they happened to someone else at this point. Its probably a coping mechanism.
@ruby696 I don’t think that’s awful at all. I’m sure it is a coping measure. The more “ok” I become with my circumstances the less painful all of this is. Don’t get me wrong it still hurts but not quite as bad.
Ladies, I can't believe I'm saying this, but I got a bfp right before we were about to start IVF. I'm so scared I'll have another loss, but hopeful this will finally be it. Thank you all for being amazing. I'll be lurking like a creeper. 😊
Yes @manillabar it does!!! I totally understand!!! I have thought all day long about how I should be around 22 weeks and not be worrying about trying to conceive. 😞
Agreed @Mamaof2beautifulgirls. Each time I have to buy a new pack of pads it hurts even more thinking that I shouldn’t be doing this right now! I’m sincerely hoping none of us will be here for too much longer 🤞🏾
TTC history in spoiler
Me: 31 Him: 37 Married: Oct 2015 Baby G born June 2017 TTC#2: July 2018 BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19 BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21
Re: July tww
I am already so anxious. I want to be pregnant again but I’m also scared to be pregnant again. And my mind goes back and forth between being excited/hopeful to gloom and doom.
Afm I started spotting today so I'm pretty sure I'm out. This Saturday is the one year anniversary of my CP and I never thought I wouldn't be pregnant again by now. DH just gave me a big hug and left to get me ice cream lol. He's a keeper!
Ladies, I can't believe I'm saying this, but I got a bfp right before we were about to start IVF. I'm so scared I'll have another loss, but hopeful this will finally be it. Thank you all for being amazing. I'll be lurking like a creeper. 😊
Married: Oct 2015
Baby G born June 2017
TTC#2: July 2018
BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21
Married: Oct 2015
Baby G born June 2017
TTC#2: July 2018
BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21
And I am still learning these boards. I guess this is where I should be right now...
Married: Oct 2015
Baby G born June 2017
TTC#2: July 2018
BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21
Married: Oct 2015
Baby G born June 2017
TTC#2: July 2018
BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21
Married: Oct 2015
Baby G born June 2017
TTC#2: July 2018
BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21